0:02 All right. Peace, family. Peace. We are now live. We are now live. We are now live. Let all everybody know. Brother Rich, Brother Panic is live. >> They say Rich don't ever be on time. It ain't my fault, y'all. I be trying. I be trying hard. >> Them floods out there, bro. >> I be trying hard. >> They lucky anything's happening after that [ __ ] today. >> Yeah. Yeah. So, family. So, um I know a lot of y'all was on the the live with Aquarius Maximus and you seen um um the flood was coming. Never seen nothing like it in New York. I'm good family. Um I actually I had to cancel my show yesterday, family, cuz I I spent majority of day cleaning up and I was just exhausted from cleaning up the basement. I had to go to the backyard, clean up the backyard and everything. So, I was just exhausted. But I'm going to reschedu that show for uh next week. But literally family, I've never ever ever ever seen nothing like that in New York ever. Like the city was [ __ ] up big time. Uh so yeah, but I'm good though. But um yeah, it's a sign of the 1:04 times. A sign of the times. I'm sure Panic could bring that up during our talk. Welcome back my brother. Good to have you back on here. >> Great. Great to be here once again with brother Rich. It's actually been a long time since we did a interview. Mhm. >> You're the only God on the planet that I will do an interview for. >> I appreciate that, my brother. >> Yeah. Be it only questions that are worthy of action. >> Worthy >> worthy of actually. >> Oh man. Let's let me uh get to a few ads. I want to give a shout out to my brother King Simon real quick. Let me show this to y'all. Then we could get started. Let y'all settle in. Get you something to eat a little snack if you want to. It's uh what it's Friday night, right? It's Friday night. If you want to get a little drink or smoke or whatever it is you do, you know, shrooms or something, you know. >> Good. Good question. >> Let's um let me see. Let me get some of these. >> Oh man. >> Well, I'm trying to get the camera right. There we go. >> Oh man. >> Get a pack of these these joints 2:05 cracking. Some of these golden teachers. >> All right. I had that before. Uh real quick, family, uh number 3474961022. Holl at my brother King Simon for your numerovation consultation. You can text him your full name and date of birth and uh the brother will get back to you and let you know what's going on. He's uh one of the best with that. So, make sure you support the brother, good brother. Also, shout out to Copper Child Mike L, the brother that sponsors the show, the the hats I wear. He calls him Crown. Shout out to that brother who puts together the crowns that you see a lot of people in the community wearing. That's an awesome brother. His contact information is going to be in the description as well. Uh, with that being said, oh man, um, you had mentioned a book, Panic, um, the last show we was on on Tuesday. Yeah. Cycllomancy. >> Cycllomancy. >> Now, yeah. So, that book is sold out now. It's It's no longer available. >> Out of print. >> Tell me before we get into the interview, tell me a little bit about the book and why that book is so rare. 3:06 Why do you think it's so rare right now and hard to find? >> Okay, it's been out of print. Let me see. It was first printed in, let me see, um, printed looks like 1962, but hold on. This [ __ ] is so a little bit older, so it's a little bit weird. They don't have it on that second page. >> Yeah, I remember finding it before. Let me see real quick. But for the sake of time, I remember it being in the 60s when it was printed. It's on here somewhere. So, what stood out about it in the time, this had to be in the year of perhaps 2007 or eight. >> And uh at this time, I was in a heavy spiritual thing going on. You know, I 4:07 told a little bit of the story where there was this Bobby Hemtt love tape they called it that everybody was trying to get their paws on. >> Oh, misconceptions of love. Was it that one? >> See, I don't remember none of the type. >> It was with Shabbaz. It was with Shabbaz. >> With Shabbaz. >> Okay. Okay. >> I think not misconceptions. I don't know. It might have been, if you remember, we did the second one with him. He did number two, and that one actually had me on it because of what happened when I watched number one. >> So, when I finally got my hands on this one, >> was it the It wasn't The Metaphysics of Love and Sex. Maybe it was that one. >> Okay. Okay. >> Maybe it was that one. Mhm. >> But it was one of the ones that was supposed to be one of the ones. >> So at this time I was still working it. I had to get up 5:09 whatever time in the morning >> and it was late. So I couldn't watch the whole thing or enough of it. But for I was so dying to get this tape. I watched about an hour and he was kicking it. He was just saying [ __ ] that was just made basic sense at the time. Like your lover isn't responsible for your love. It's your love. It's your chakras. It's your heart. You're responsible. And really through that person, it's really you letting go. You finding love that's really in you. Oh, there's some babies. you're finding love that's really in you. >> So all of this was like boom because you know you're always taught this [ __ ] better act right. You know what I'm saying? This [ __ ] better act right >> otherwise you know the consequence. But you know, you learned and you go through this silly arguing thing. Now, when 6:14 him just saying it like that bring the ball back in your court and someone who was trying to understand how to master self, this was an that little note was an important thing. He said other things that was important on this tape. I thought that stood out. He talked about a movie called Adaptation with Nicholas Cage and he talked about Nicholas Cage was playing a twin and his brother was telling him, "Man, I really love Cheryl and Cheryl was the greatest in my heart and my first love." And then his brother told him, "Well, she used to make fun of you. She used to talk behind your back. She didn't love you at all." And Nicholas Cage said, "Well, that's her problem. I didn't love." So what Bobby was pointing out was you have to be in love. It's about your love. And before I watched I when I was just taken back by that alone in the 7:14 first hour and when I went to sleep I made this vow. I was like, I want to uh know what the divine feminine has to tell me. No matter what it is, no matter where it takes me, I'm ready. And then uh went to sleep, woke up an hour later, had hives all over my body. >> Went to thought I was going to be a [ __ ] at work, but it kind of went away. And [ __ ] go, I was on the internet when the first pixel opened up. I was already signed up on all of that [ __ ] in beta. So I signed up on Blackplet when everybody, including the news, said, "Never meet someone offline. It's instantly rape." I had no idea that people were doing this. >> So when I got back to work, everybody's on Black Planet. [ __ ] started telling me, "Yeah, I met my wife on Blackplet and, you know, we doing everything, you 8:17 know, from, you know, from Genesis to Revelations with these chicks and these chicks are doing, you know, the same to us." Oh, well, let's investigate. Let me just warm up this account. And the trend was to inbox you. And then in the inbox, the next step was to ask for your IM. >> Right. Right. >> Or whatever. That was that was where it was. You would get it and around the country. And it took me a few months to realize that's what I asked for and that's how she responded. It It was intense. because there were ancestors coming through these women and some of them [ __ ] like aunts to me, you know, they're my friends moms, 9:18 you know, I'm talking about who knew me forever. Like, you never had relish before. That's relish. Good. Like, you know, this that little that I could see them. So, one of the first things I learned that sex is a greeting or a meeting in that world. It's not like how we view it here. So, Rhode Island was along that journey. And I love Rhode Island. I used to hang out in Rhode Island when I was young. So, I was glad there was an occasion for me to go back and went to a used bookstore and grabbed a lot of stuff. and started looking at this book here, psycho mancy out that store. Now, the order of the day, and here's where it gets important. This is all of that stuff got me to this store. The order of the day was each book you would read, you would see it now, 10:18 there's this warning, what you do may come back twofold on you. M >> all that's [ __ ] to scare you or scare us more or less from really getting into some super funky cold medina [ __ ] >> Right. >> So now, but it still is that stigma in your head. You know what I'm saying? You still, no matter how much you read, you still hear that warning. So it's an effective ass mind control tool. Now it takes you a while to get past that [ __ ] But then you hear why Simon was forced to put a warning in his Necronomicon book because [ __ ] was [ __ ] with those spirits, those uh Sumerian spirits and really getting [ __ ] up in the 70s. And so it stuck in your mind. Now about this book, there was no warning. He's talking [ __ ] pretty much how to see 11:18 through women's clothes with X-ray vision. He's going all he's just like a comic book. I'm like [ __ ] you [ __ ] say it ain't so. And then when you read his other works you see oh he was about that cyclleria which I did something on about how to uh open and close your astral valves. um to pull down from the astral through that silver cord. We did a whole book on that. He's got other things about psy psychic power control, how to uh uh do that. Let me say this before I forget. There's a movie about this book loosely about the whole style of this book called The Master. The Master. It's a terrible movie. Wee Phoenix is in it. So, you know, he tries to be real [ __ ] Wee Phoenixy. 12:20 That's the dude who played the Joker. >> So, it's one of them artsy movies. Uh, what's the dude? He died. He killed himself actually on drugs. Um, he's in it. One of his last performances. But they're doing all the [ __ ] exercises or a lot of the exercises from Cyclom in the movie. She goes, "Look at my eyes." He goes, "What color are my eyes?" He goes, "They're blue." He said, "See them as brown." Look until you see brown. You'll never see brown per se, but the ex the act of using your imagination to see brown, >> right? >> That's the point. It's not the destination. is doing. It's It's what you're doing, and I'mma get harder into this a little bit, is trying to break down what you call reality. You stuck yourself on reality based upon 13:21 your agreements. A book like this starts breaking down your agreements with little things you call reality. And it starts putting you in the mindset of spirituality. All things are uh possible or uh uh uh more creative uh and uh what you call it uh visionary in your thought process and how you factor in how you see yourself. We see ourselves with some pull yourself up by your bootstraps. A a b= c 5 + 4 - 7 = 2. If we can see ourselves and visualize through our imagination, you go a little bit further in terms of how you magnetize. But we have we're fighting against a 14:23 reality that we've already have defined >> in stone >> as up is up, left is left, right is right. And that's how it go. You go to Harlem, you don't wear that. You go to Queens, you don't wear this. All of that is agreement. I don't go outside. I don't wear pink like the ones that just lost the J the Kiss. That's my new name for the group. And I don't wear pink like that. So to me, that's, you know, though I have pink [ __ ] you know what I'm saying? But, you know, you ain't gonna catch me in a whole [ __ ] pink flow >> with a pink mink. You know what I'm saying? >> Now, that's not a reality for me. That's not something that is real. It's not even my era. You get what I'm saying? So, we have these agreements of reality. My grandfather, your grandfather's agreement with reality is very different from his sons >> and extremely different from yours 15:27 >> and your son will be different from all of our asses. You know, >> right? >> Reality. So what books like Cyclommancy would do or one of the best I've come across thus far cycllommancy does it gives you exercises on breaking down reality and we'll go to the kind of a next question after this one last point one of the first exercises in psychmancy and no one gets it how do you not get this I I find people asking me this question all the time He'll tell you, "Take a bowl of hot water, a bowl of cold water, put one hand in each one, and perceive." Which he'll say, "Make the hot water cold and the cold water hot." These negroes think you supposed to change the goddamn temperature. Who the [ __ ] are you, the Green Lantern or some [ __ ] That ain't happening. What 16:29 you supposed to do is try to question your perception. What is hot and what is cold. What's cold to you may be hot to me. What's hot to me may be cold to you. Which means there's no line in the sand that says that's hot and that's cold. That's clearly a case of perception. Oh, it's cold in here. No, I feel great. So understanding that as perception, but is one of the things we tricked our mind into believing hot is hot and cold is cold based upon your definition of temperature was trying to tell you to break that line down. >> And that's really the trick here. What it is you think you are as a human being must go to what the [ __ ] is that noise to raise up the spirituality in you. You're really destroying your thought process. When you say I'm destroying panic, it's not the physical 17:29 that you're doing that's going to happen. You're destroying what you think panic is. What you've been trained into. you're you're you're trying to question that constantly and that's the trick. So, this book here, which is now all over the web, uh I do still sell PDFs if you if you just the guy who just can't find PDFs online. If you're not that guy, you know what I'm saying? Well, you could come get it for a good, you know, I still sell it the same cheap price I've always had because I introduced it to the game, so I feel a little bit pricey. But ultimately, if you're good at getting it, you'll get it. You'll find it. Find it, get it, enjoy it. But we'll go into the next question and I'll tell you some of the benefits of the book as well that I've when I dealt with it. >> Okay. Excellent. Excellent start, man. 18:30 Excellent start. Make sure y'all get that PDF online, family, cycllo, man. >> Um, before we continue, before I forget, I want to give a shout out to everybody who bought my mother's book. >> Oh, yeah. >> Um, Kayla Pey in the forest. >> Kayla Pey in the forest. >> In the forest. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> Shout out to everybody. You know, >> that illustration is >> it's crazy, right? I can't wait to put that in my gr I want one signed one for my granddaughter, but I'm gonna get a few copies. >> Okay. >> I know some uh Cadia may know some kids we can pass it out to to crew like Courtney. We got some we got some folks. >> But I want I want I want you and your sister >> to sign your mother's book for my granddaughter. >> Definitely. Definitely. And you know I I need to tell you a ritual my mom used to do too. I don't know if I'm going to say it on this show or off here, but later on we'll get into that. I'm I'mma think I'm going to see how we flow. But because I want to get your opinion on something that that I borrowed from her 19:31 and that I continue that's crazy crazy effective. My the magic is crazy effective. You know what I'm saying? But um anyhow, we about to get it. We're about to start the questions. Family, shout out to everybody who got it. If you didn't get it, the link is in the description. My mom got a book she wrote before she passed away. It was her and my sister. She wrote it with my sister. My sister just published it. Is available now on Amazon. want the family to go out there and support it. If you have children, if you know children, you just need it. All right. I think it's like $7.99 or something like that. Real cheap. Real cheap book. But thanks for everybody who supported, man. It means a lot to me, family. All right. >> I'm glad they rocking with that. I love to see that. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Got a lot of support. >> Good business. >> Got a lot of support. Shout out to Kunia, Mr. G. Um, everybody who bought and supported. King Simon, everybody who show Billy Carson bought 21 copies. Everybody who, uh, bought and supported. All right, family. All right, let's continue to get into the show live. Now, this is amazing. Death is something that has mystified humanity for forever. I 20:31 want to ask you, I guess, to start out with panic. Um, we're talking about, you know, psychic power and death and life after death. All right. So, from what I understand, um, when when we say the word conscious, like we got the word conscious community or consciousness, consciousness kind of flickers off and on like a like a light switch. So, >> I'm glad you said I'm I'm glad you going. I love it. >> It seems like we dead half the time anyway because it's flickering on and off in this realm and another realm because we're multi-dimensional. So, what I'm getting is that half the time we're here, half the time we're not here, but it's happening so fast we don't realize it because of how we're taught to perceive reality. So, my question to you, Panic, would be is what if we're multi-dimensional, what percentage of our consciousness is even actually in this realm to even experience this realm? Uh, I don't know if you could really put a number on it, but let's say we had to, >> then I'm going to use the same 10% of brain power that they say you have 21:32 >> for the 10% of tide you give up. >> Yeah. >> If I had to put a number on it, >> but the first thing I want to say is this to set the record straight and you would know anyway. Consciousness does not mean you have knowledge of self, >> right? >> Those are actually two different things. >> Consciousness came about when more and more were gathering and people were gathering from many different places. >> But when that gathering happened, no one argued, no one yelled, no one felt anything. Everyone just gave an offering and you all everyone perceived it as just information that it was up to you to accept or reject. >> Now the person that would show up would be called conscious. Doesn't mean he knew anything. >> Classified as conscious as a description >> because that description 22:35 meant something in the regular world didn't sit right with him. He doesn't even know what it is yet, >> but he's conscious because he's not sleeping like everyone else. So, we just generally said conscious conscious, you know, he's here, he's conscious, but it does not mean it's knowledge of self. So, anyone who says they're conscious may not be on the up and up on the level. You can't just say because they say they conscious somehow they represent everyone in this chat room all the people that study so hard that do get the books that we talk about that do follow that do show up that do are aggressive and do the work. So knowledge of self if we're multi-dimensional I started to realize what happens. Let's say they tell you 23:39 panic comes home and makes a choice for lunch. Every particular choice he had is being played out somewhere. >> Spaghetti, ravioli, panic still ate beef then whatever beef that it could be endless just off of lunch. >> Doesn't make sense that all of these people are living off of a lunch. You got to think a little bit. And then after lunch, we do the same thing all over again for dessert. And if I take chocolate mousse, that's a whole another life path versus Nah, that doesn't sound right. See, we hear these things and I try to always get students to to use their own mind to follow it through. doesn't sound right just on the surface, which means 24:39 you have to dig more. And when I dug more, I found out, boom, waves and particles. When they talk about the two things, they say when you observe, they turn to particles. Remember that? And when you're not observing, it's quantum waves. So if all of those things happen, it's all just data. You're not living it out. What you're living out is what you observe. So there is a panic that lives in the street. A panic that has flying saucers, does cartwheels, goes to Central Park every day. Panic who doodoo in a cup and and plants plants. All of that exists as data, as zeros and ones. But I who observe can become any of those guys with my observation. So I'm pulling from 25:41 data and all of those possibilities are there in a quantum level. There's no panic on this planet. Panic virtual earth number 4,732. >> Panic the doctor. To what end? So when do you die? Does panic the doctor dead when when I die? Do all the panics die? Do I get peace? How could I get peace? Where's my soul at? How many souls do I have? That [ __ ] don't add up. When you start saying we live, yes, it's happening, but if we're not observing it, it's not being played out. It's like data. So everything we possibly do is data. Panic. Who would have did it? Panic. Panic. Panic. and all them choices. It builds up into zeros and ones. My observation or laws of attraction can make me that dude. That's why when you were 18, you were one individual. 26:43 And then when you was 25, you was a whole another entity. It's like your attention went from Rich who like the new Jack Switch at 25 who was all about that death comedy jam life. Then Rich at 30, you know what I'm saying? Who had his office gear on, you know what I'm saying? That kind of [ __ ] Then Rich at 32, 33, who said, "Hey, listen." So, how long you want to say 33? I am not and don't know [ __ ] about Mason. Nothing. I don't I'm not connected to that. I do not care. That is folly to me. Like, what are we going to do? go there and talk about well you know whatever but ultimately I don't want to 34 rich might have said oh this information and you were observing a new rich so where was that rich at where was he waiting at was he living out of life somewhere 27:45 no he's here because you you seen in your mind who you wanted to be I want to study this [ __ ] right here this is interesting What you're doing is now changing your consciousness to another parallel dimension and it's being played out on this grand stage of Earth. There's not many earths with I don't know because I see I don't know these are things we really don't know to be quite honest but we have to speculate how I just speculated. So yes, >> panic when we change our consciousness to parallel dimension like you're a different entity right now because of you know your your level of awareness than you were when you were young. So should you not share that past from that entity you were when you were young because this version of you didn't experience that because this is a different version of you. So does that eliminate your past? >> You though. But let's let's not forget >> you're all you. >> It's all your data. It's like my 28:47 computer has data. You ever get your laptop? How the [ __ ] did this get full? But you're not utilizing everything at once. When you're using Word, you're not using the internet versus playing a game versus Netflix versus whatever. So, you're doing one thing at a time. In the computer, there's your hard drive, which saves all your data. Then RAM memory >> consciousness subconsciousness >> computer stop consciousness subconsciousness right >> so in your subconscious are all of these panics they're all me >> right >> so the little young panic is still connected to this guy or if I was a doctor that guy or if I sold hot dogs in Central Park that guy. Mhm. >> You get what I'm saying? That would just be the path I chose. 29:47 >> So, you're choosing your paths >> during slavery and this Holocaust. What white people try to do is get in your head, mind control you into picking paths that they want you they want you to act like they want you to act. >> So, you normally would be who you going to be. You you would you shift parallel dimensions all the time. You're not the same guy. I'm not even the same guy when I started speaking on Blog Talk. You know that, Mon. I'm more crash, more what the [ __ ] [ __ ] >> And just learn while it's seeming like you're learning more, but you're shifting consciousness. We say it all the time. So, what is that? >> You're you're going into your hard drive and putting something in RAM that you now know is better. always say it this way. We're going in the darkness and bringing forth a new light. >> So, Rich, you're much smarter. You're much wiser. That's what your parents said each time they seen you grow from 30:49 each stage, >> you know. Oh, oh, you got so tall. You growing a mustache. Look at his shoulders. Remember that era? >> And then afterwards, oh, look at Rich. He look like one of them boys from outside with all these speakers >> with the do-agg. Yeah, I remember. Yeah. >> Develop. But what you're doing is actually seeing who you want to be. I remember saying, "Wow, I like these cut up jeans. I'mma start cutting my [ __ ] up. I'mma be that guy." >> And then, you know, before you know it, wait a minute. How am I dancing the house music? Let me let me let me take off some of this cut off [ __ ] But, you know, it's it's it's um it's all you. So it's this is really the paths that you're choosing and that's really the key. There's no way all this [ __ ] is being played out where I mean to what end? Like you're going to meet another panic. Hey, I'm the dark side panic or the light. I'm the church panic. No, I could have been the church panic here 31:51 because this is the stage. So all of those particular parallel uh uh uh uh uh uh universes are in you and you bring them out with your attitude. I want to be a I want to be a butcher, a baker, a candlestick maker. That's all. I don't see nothing that said anything different. Again, a lot of this [ __ ] you have to use your own mind because no one just wrote it out. There's about 45,557 Earths and you're on every one of them, [ __ ] Deal with it. No one said that anywhere. People are saying this and saying that. So then when when I know it's not the way people are saying straight out, there's a parallel universe with every choice you could have made and all the choices in your grasp. That's endless. Should you go to the bathroom in 3 minutes or or wait till after the show >> and then that's a whole life that that spewed off? I don't doubt it. But it's 32:53 all up here. >> And if if if more major things are what you change and not bathroom times, you know what I'm saying? Am I going to stop eating beef? >> You become a new [ __ ] >> You're you're pulling that guy exists. That's why you could see it up here. >> Yeah. I could I don't really like it. I don't really eat steak. Hamburgers only thing. They got turkey burgers, veggie burgers. You start that's you really magnetizing that which or you really just retrieving the data. >> What you're doing is being able to see that guy. You're asking him to come forth >> and be a part of this. You're asking to observe it. Now >> it's in its wave forms. You're asking to look at it. I want to I I see this guy. You're starting to look at it the same way when we start seeing bad [ __ ] Oh, this [ __ ] is not going to work. Oh, this and that. We say stop talking like that. 33:53 >> Stop thinking like that negatively because we understand innately if you can visualize it, you're giving your attention to it and that's what makes it in this world. That's what brings it to this world. I seen nothing outside of that. Again, you have to forward think with that, >> channel with that. That's nothing I've seen in the book where I can say, "Look, [ __ ] go read it." But >> it sounds solid to me until I find something else. >> If I And that's the key. If I find something else greater, I'll throw all of that away. But until now, that's that's the best I got on it. You know what I'm saying? >> Don't Don't >> Right. In terms of Yeah. Because what I do know ain't no goddamn it'll be [ __ ] uncountable [ __ ] don't around you. Definitely definitely. >> But um you know we're talking about um >> you know psychic powers and stuff like in the book Cyclom you know you know how 34:54 >> growing up we always heard if if a person starts to lose their hearing their eyesight pick up or they start to lose their their their eyesight their hearing picks up. Is it like that with um your your in your intellect and your intuition when one is when one is when when one is up there the other one's down or when you know if I got a high intellect it's kind of hard to have a high intuition or if I have a high intuition it's a little hard to be intellectual as a lawyer or some [ __ ] like that is it like that with that >> very [ __ ] on point question >> hells to the year >> Kenny Manza was my assistant This [ __ ] was so and is >> the I call that [ __ ] data. He's a black data >> data >> Star Trek >> Google standing and that's how he always was. >> In fact, that's what made I said Kenny the Shylights 1953. He just like damn 35:56 [ __ ] like how you know that? And then he'll add some erroneous information like data. Yeah. Well, you know, they used to have a sun a beach, you know, right off the their property and they used to do all [ __ ] So, he was real logical and and that's why he sat with me because he did have a spiritual breakthrough >> and but he's been coming around again lately and there's a lot of data going on. But I could see he now maybe understands the two and it's hard like people fall into logic as a safety net. Logic is what we call intelligence but it's a product of the ego. And so spiritualists are really the very question you ask is I'm a 36:56 product of someone who knows how to be intellectual and spiritual. That's a hard thing, >> right? >> Bobby knew how to do that. So when Bobby met me, we kind of bonded because you don't find many. You if you notice in each time >> uh uh you can tell even the last thing that all of us did, you had brother Phil and Billy uh who were logical. >> You seen me, I'm laughing, giggling, still can make jokes. I I don't come with logic. It's like I come a whole different way and I know how to do that. I know how to speak from the spirit, but I also know how to take your ass through a book ex capade as well. That's hard. That's very hard for folks. And I see it's really one or the other a lot of the time. And I and once I start association in class logic with the ego 37:58 and explain that in detail, some people see their plight, but some people you can't see. It's like you can't see what your nose looks like. So they even they try to even understand it with logic. They can't just get out of it. I've seen that problem before. >> So that that's a big deal. Um, you got to understand the nature of logic and the ego. People still think you got to beat your ego, eradicate it. You need to understand it and appease it where it needs to be appeased. Put it in its proper place. >> It's under you. What we have it is it running us >> and that's where it's really out of order. It's what we lead with. It's what we think we are. when we come in pipificating >> right >> and it's just the observer it's just the observer observer >> it should be your intellect is how we 39:02 should interact >> in you know as human beings it is a human trait >> again it's a product of your ego so your ego doesn't want to sound stupid. You don't want to sound stupid. That's >> in in mind control 101. That's one of the 10 uh one of the seven things you don't want to sound like an [ __ ] So your ego doesn't want that. So what does it develop? Intellect. And you hide behind big words. You hide behind your outfit and your ability to not laugh when the joke is told. That may be a little bit [ __ ] Whoa, this [ __ ] You know what I'm saying? So when I see that, I understand the falsity of it. You trained in understanding. You're trained to look for that. So I can meet you, let's say, 40:04 for the first time and talk to you. You know, I'm speaking to somebody just from this conversation was coming to me from his heart. M >> I know [ __ ] that's coming from me trying to get likes and a great show and which we all should be trying to do. We we shouldn't make our [ __ ] shabby, >> but we shouldn't stoop to low levels to get this across. This is about love and the heart and this is about teaching, not about really hits in a fan base. So, I can tell that when I'm interacting with people because you can tell if they're coming with their ego because that's what they lead with because that that's what protects them. When they come in with their heart, it's they'll sit openly like you you always sit open. >> More more relaxed. You mean they'll be >> more relaxed, but your chest is open. >> Okay. >> Because where you're coming from is here. So you're not blocking it, you 41:05 know, you're not doing this, you're not doing that. You'll come and you'll be like, "Yo, panic, but you'll panic." Or, "Yo, whoever." You always do it. >> And then the intellectual dude, he's this dude. >> Panic. You know what I'm saying? So panic. You'll see him do this, too. You'll panic. You'll panic. You know, they're trying to show in their body language that they because they're really scared they're gonna ask me something that I'm gonna say something to embarrass them. So they're this is a nervous feature like you thinking. So you're showing me that you're thinking, "Okay, [ __ ] let me all right." Or that you know, so you're trying to show me that kind of guy. And so that tells I said, "Okay, this person I I see how hard they're in their intellect, i.e. hard hiding behind their ego." And that tells the story of them. They've already revealed themselves 42:06 almost before they started talking. And that tells me how much spiritual work they did because the intellect doesn't get anywhere. We talked on uh Wednesday slightly and lightly about ancestors, but you know, you can't get everything across, but one of the things I will say just flat out, um, you ain't getting him with the intellect. You know what I'm saying? And that's what we told Kenny, he went home and worked his ass off on that and next thing you know, he was dancing with Little Richard. >> He was like, you you know what? Um, I remember you saying that, panic. I remember one time I I might have been watching Love and Hip Hop or something and it was this dude there talking. You know how they do the interviews and in the interview room where it's just them and he kept let's say it's um Peter Guns. Let's just say Peter Guns. And when he was doing the interview, he kept referring to himself in third person. >> So like I'll be like, "Yo, I went to the store." Instead of that, he was like, "Peter Gun said this, Peter Gun said 43:08 that." So >> dude do that. the one with the big lips. >> And I hate to be just classifying that way. He from Love & Hip Hop Atlanta and his mom's is on the show too. >> Um he >> scrappy scrappy. >> Scrappy. Yeah. >> Scrappy. Little scrappy. Little scrappy. Yeah. >> They all talk about themselves in the third person. >> But but now now what I want to ask, is that how we're supposed to refer to ourselves? Because the ego >> [ __ ] know. That's when you're gone. That's when you Okay. That's when you're gone. This is called know thyself, not know that other guy. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> If you listen, a a classic telltale sign of a nigga's fronting is when he refers to himself in the third person. He doesn't believe it. >> Panic isn't real. If I'm saying panic will do that and panic will do that, >> that means panic said so many lies that I literally subconsciously have separated myself from. 44:09 There's [ __ ] in the conscious community started referring to themselves in the third person. They told me everything I needed to know before >> everybody already figured out whatever whatever. >> And >> that third person thing. So I've always noticed that the person that does that doesn't want to deal with themselves in some sort of way. They they put themselves in the corner. So that's like saying that [ __ ] panic, man. That [ __ ] he just ain't saying he get me sick yet. He's just saying, "Yeah, you know how panic do it cuz panic gonna come in and panic going to be doing this and panic going to do that. Panic gonna do that." You know what I'm saying? >> [ __ ] that's you. >> And then or the other thing like Beyonce did made a character called Sasha Fierce, >> right? >> Let me do you this. Let me hear you this. I never shared this with you. Panic is a character, my [ __ ] Yo, I remember this [ __ ] like the day is long and we all [ __ ] do it and it never it caught me. I blew my mind when 45:12 I got this channel. We used to get flyers. We used to uh there was a skate ring called USA. We gave out flyers for shows that we did. Me and this guy DJ Hot Day. So we always had flyers stacked up somewhere that was already outdated. So long was getting high. Me and Dane getting high. Well, let's go draw. Then I would go to the front, get the flyers, and I would draw Panic. And I would visualize who Panic was. Panic. Panic. Now, it started when I was 13. Dame actually picked a name for graffiti. That's all it ever was. I was drawn in the neighborhood. Panic. Panic. >> And I just kept visualizing who panic was. What I was doing was channeling panic. >> I was Larry at the time, but I visualized who I needed to bring here to do the work. I've grown panic here. >> Panic is destined to come here at a certain time in this body. That [ __ ] is 46:14 real. >> Never told you that now. Kept channeling and I would visualize what I thought panic was. And I had to be 17, 18. So I'm thinking of my life, you know what I'm saying? How it's going to be, how it was going to be on the street, more or less. So now from graffiti, [ __ ] in the street is calling me panic. So you graduate to that level and I already knew who the character was, >> which is he existed in a parallel universe. But see, I'll do you one better. All of those parallel universes were Larry's >> that were data. panic came from a little bit higher. >> That's why it took long before it to descend. Then ultimately I stopped calling myself panic. I was working it wasn't doing it. When I met Shabaz the first day said what's your name? And something said panic >> told him Larry. I said panic. He said um 47:15 all right. You know what I'm saying? And it was like that was the purpose of it. But it's a channel. I just drew it every day and pulled it down. The same way that [ __ ] name is hands and dirty and liquid and stuff, you know what I mean? These names that we see all over the street, you know what I'm saying? Is like uh uh uh characters that you make and you create. Everything is a character, >> right? >> This is a stage. Everything is performance. So yes, you know, it was it was something I pulled down and think in hindsight I was able to see that, you know, doing a lot of talk in the Bob. He's actually really good at his [ __ ] man. Like uh really surprising, really aggressive, really uh gets it, and he could [ __ ] with some of the weirdest channels I get, >> [ __ ] check to I [ __ ] I can't even say 48:16 [ __ ] well this [ __ ] done lost it it's too hard so unless I could filter it in a way people understand them [ __ ] is just for us so that [ __ ] be down with that [ __ ] and [ __ ] so I was hitting him with it I said I remember channeling panic every day we would just write I would just keep writing panic panic panic it was I was trying to call what I needed here and you take over that human body to do a work. Now, that's us. Half these [ __ ] are stuck in this [ __ ] I'm sorry to tell you guys and and you're listening to this to get out of it. >> But to be quite honest, and I say with no arrogance, already did this [ __ ] You know what I'm saying? Already did it. And there's a few of us here who already been through it. But the good news is you'll find it in the Quan Yin uh Bodhis story about compassion about those who turn around and see the compassion in 49:19 human beings. >> I you know when I seen the Bodhis in the museums first in Brooklyn I thought I was going crazy. It was probably the it was made out of uh Uncle Hank talks about it now. >> And this herb is in the herb pack. Um it'll come back to me. >> Acacia. Not aaca, right? Not >> that's it. Okay. >> Aacia. It was a statue made out of acacia of the boava. >> I took a picture of the name. I've never heard of this. Then when you go to the Met, they have a whole Quan Bodhic Saba room >> right before you get to the Hindu spot and was taken a back like it was flooring me. Who the [ __ ] are these guys? >> Or Bobby told me to get a book called The Way of the Bodhic Saba. You guys could find it. And 50:20 he told me about the story of Quan Yin. So, I knew I was connected to that that this is already a done deal. You already passed go. You already figured it out. You already got your goddamn t-shirt and your crown. But before you leave, they say you turn around and come back to teach the compassion. You the bodhic saba becomes yin. That's why it was so profound when I was dealing with Tara the cry. I'm sure you I've talked about it with you with the crying and all this [ __ ] tow. So, so another thing you know I was complaining one time I just told [ __ ] why [ __ ] is still saying this. I said that clear as day. Explained it and Bobby seen the frustration. So he was like well you've done it before. This is new to a lot of people. So, a lot of these people, Brother Rich included, I believe, came 51:21 back for this. And Brother Rich will tell y'all, and I know some of y'all are new, some of you guys are old, but there's at least 15 teachers y'all never heard of that were monsters that are gone. >> Heard something about, you know what I'm saying? like uh uh uh just just Richard King alone, you know what I'm saying? Uh uh C Freeman. Now I know there's certain tapes going around. Richard King didn't have any tapes, I don't think, going around. Either way, when this cir was going all these guys made the transition. Is it true brother Dude also made the transition? >> No, no, no. He's still alive. He's still here. He's still alive. Okay. Yeah. >> Okay. So now, all right. So, you know, so in other words, that work, Rich, I think is done. >> I think that was it 52:23 >> cuz all those teachers came. Like whatever's left now is the cleanup crew. >> But you were clear back then that these people have been here before. When you was in the room with those heads, Rich, I'm sure Rich remember you was clear. It wasn't just somebody sitting there talking. They they had something. Francis Crest Wilson. Uh Amos Wilson, man. Amos Wilson would put you on your ass. Barishingo, you know what I'm saying? All these guys was badass. Asa Hillyard, you know what I'm saying? All made this all all gone. You know what I'm saying? All gone. You know what I'm saying? It's all good. >> I'm waiting to join them [ __ ] I'm almost jealous. Like, what the [ __ ] I'm not going to die. >> Well, let me let me ask you this based on what you said. Uh thought it reminded me of something I read in a book. Uh this book, the name of this book is the infinite mindfield. You ever seen this one? Panic. 53:23 >> All right. Let me let me read this to you because something you said and I'm going ask you a question. Let me read this. By evolving through spaceime, by organizing itself into the complex variety of existence, God grows and learns endlessly, discovering awareness through each of us. God's countless inadmittable selves in our cosmic game of hide and seek. God hides within each of us within all of creation and throughout spaceime. God is disguised as the world. And the purpose of the game of creation is to uncover the divine to explore the limits of who we are to actualize God's self-awareness. Our very consciousness is the universe becoming aware of itself. God becoming aware of itself. Without us, God is the complete. The divine sparks remain hidden. The divine p potential is unrealized. It seems like God needs human what we call God needs humanity more than humanity needs God. My question to you panic would be 54:24 since you a person would say you're antihumanity. They would say brother Rich they want to get the [ __ ] out of here. But the essence of from which we come from according to what I just read, from what I'm understanding, wants humanity to continue to realize itself and actualize itself and understand itself. So do you think our limited perspective wants us to not reincarnate down here when that is the very purpose God, you know, designed this whole [ __ ] for? [ __ ] God. I ain't doing that [ __ ] You know what I'm saying? Let's pretend that first of all, we're gonna pretend what he said is real that we're taking that >> as fact cuz there's other [ __ ] >> we could bust out right now that contradicts that hard. >> God wants you to be a humanity because humanity is slaves that feed him with your goddamn thoughts. They said that [ __ ] in class of the Titan straight out. We're dying because the humans aren't 55:25 praying to us. what you calling gods and those who have are in a higher position than you >> are draining the [ __ ] out your ass. You calling them creators and all this mystical [ __ ] What if for a moment you listen to the basic [ __ ] that everyone says that you're God? So you chose to have a human experience for you to learn for you for your particular reason not for this whole maybe there's a whole collective humanity thing and I believe that and I'll tell you why and how that would manifest but you're here because you're God too you're a part of that divine spark which makes you in control so when you say I don't want to be here No more job well done. You're not a slave. It's time for you to go because trust and believe there's thousands 56:26 coming back to replace your monkey ass. See, we think from a egotistical perspective. God needs us to get [ __ ] happening. Ain't nothing or nobody thinking about you. You became conscious and you started thinking about you. All of this is is a way to do nothing. God, it's a fancy way to say, "Well, I'm working for God. I guess I'll go to Walmart and get me some [ __ ] barbecue." You get what I'm saying? It's it's it's it's you're God. Your mind is God. Watch the last season of Star Trek Track Deep Space 9. where the black dude Benjamin Cisco is the captain where they're outside of a wormhole in a space station. I would say watch the last 57:27 season because that's when it all came to a head. If you're a fan and you feel like it, watch the whole thing. I thought they were okay, good enough, and it was good. The black dude over acts, but other than that, it's more Star Trek. But the last season, they started giving revelations and made a point. They found in the wormhole which led them to a whole new universe that there is a ruler of that universe called the Dominion. They didn't know who that was yet. They were enforced their army was the Jeb Hadar, I think their name was. They were [ __ ] [ __ ] to the point where it was scary. Like they're not even trying to hide this [ __ ] and they were stuck on this [ __ ] called white drugs which made them work for the Dominion. Now throughout the show they had on the first Star Trek Spock somebody weird 58:27 second Star Trek Data Kenny Manzo you know what I'm saying and in the third one the one I'm talking about they had a character called Odo who was a shape shifter he said how I could turn into anything but I'm most comfortable in a bucket as liquid. Turns out he's a part of the Dominion. He didn't know who he was. He didn't know where where he was or his people. He was alone there. Turns out the Dominions are the same shape shifters as him. The Dominion live on a planet where it's just one big ocean of all of them. They said, "Well, what we do, listen to this [ __ ] They tell you in your face. They send pieces of us all around the universe. Some make it back, some don't. The ones who make it back rejoin the pool and what they learned wherever they 59:28 were at becomes a part of the whole collective >> or the mind of God. >> Right. Right. >> God sends us out with parts of his mind. Not. God sends us out separate from him as humans. And then when you die, okay, Rich, where'd you learn? Start curling his hair. Hey Rich, what what's up with Harlem, man? Tell me all about it, Rich. >> Yeah, God ain't doing that. >> You're joining your soul is Odo. >> Your soul, there's three parts of you. I I couldn't tell you this was too long for the Ancestor show, but this would have went there. your body, your spirit, your soul. Your body never leaves earth. We can get rid of that. Your spirit can travel between earth and the astral realm. When you die, your body stays here. Your spirit goes to the astral 1:00:28 realm. The cord is cut. You go to live there. Now if you're and you are operating with your mind, imagination and visualization, your imagination is how you build your world or your home in this etheric place. If you have a tortured life here, you're in hell there. If you have an ignorant life, you could be in hell there. There's a book called Astro. No, just Astral Travel by Gavin and Ivonne Frost. Their their their uh husband and wife. It's a little blue book you see everywhere. >> The first half, one of them wrote, the second half is on fire. The first half is okay, the second half picks up. They tell you about the characteristics of what you're going to see in the astral world during astral travel. You see people hanging around churches. I've seen all of that. Stuck people. There's people who still learn in the astral 1:01:29 world and get out without even incarnating. My aunt said she wanted to stay with me and learn. Eventually she came to me in a dream. She was a orthodox Muslim. These guys were yelling allow changed to a kala aku. >> I said oh she's telling me her new name. >> And so so she didn't so she got it from there. So your spirit stays alive in the astral world as long as people remember you. So as long as they putting up pictures, not even spirit-wise, just your family. If you pass, they're all going to have that's Richard. He was the grandpa. These are his grandkids. >> You know, Rich, you know, Rich make Rich used to make a peanut butter salad. >> We're gonna make that tonight. No. If all of this without spirituality, >> them remembering you keeps your spirit alive because your soul may have gone and got another body. 1:02:30 >> You may be eating that peanut butter salad as a kid now. Or you may just go home, move on. I don't want to be here no more. I I've gotten everything I need to get. But your spirit still will exist >> because it is not a thing that needs something. It's something. It's a signature that Rich left behind. >> So, what are the characteristics of Rich? Rich could talk. I would say Rich could ask. Rich is a host. So, if I'm ever in a situation, I said, "Damn, man. We need somebody to host us, man. That's really good, man. This [ __ ] suck. Yo, get let's fire up let's fire this [ __ ] up. Get rich. Get Rich's picture." >> You know what I'm saying? I know exactly what I'm putting up there. The [ __ ] turkey burgers that you like so much. >> Facts. >> Boom. You know what I'm saying? Putting that up and I just going to start there. Everything I can think of your logos. You're rich. I'm just But see, I know 1:03:31 how to just talk. I don't You're rich. I need you to come in getting this dude's ass. >> So, it's not like you're saying, "Okay, panic." >> It's like I'm c you're just energy now. You're like plugging into electricity. This is how I plug into you because your consciousness is gone. >> But I need that guy. How did that really work? Let's say I was the Doon people and we worshiped and ate and drank and created the same minds in our culture for hundreds and hundreds of years. That means when people die, they expect the same thing. So in the astral world, their spirits are being collected in a location or a frequency where the Doon can tell the young guy, young panic, you have a question, ask the ancestors. So he's really picking from thousands of dogone, >> how do I make bread pudding? >> One of them dudes made it. You understand? The ancestors are good for 1:04:33 your human problems. The gods really even locks me. Use locks me for spiritual prosperity. You can use it for physical but you always know a [ __ ] that used to get money who's gone. >> Right. Right. >> All that [ __ ] he knows earth. He was here. So you think lock me gives a [ __ ] about earth? She's a energy signature that's never been to earth. >> Lock me. I need help with my rent. That's rent. So it may happen. You understand what I'm saying? Usually it's somebody else doing it >> because these things don't care about that. >> But your uncle or your cousin, your get money uncle, >> your cocaine uncle, he know how to get some some dollars. That's who the [ __ ] you call. You get that [ __ ] co up. >> Yo, I need this work with me on some [ __ ] >> What was that name? Phil said the mustafu for remember that remember 1:05:38 >> yeah the powder but I remember them doing a whole lecture on that Bobby talked about that powder too that white gold how they [ __ ] float and they said white people took it over in the boat and by the time they got to Europe the [ __ ] floated all the way they didn't cover it like just dumb [ __ ] but yeah the >> mustophles my [ __ ] >> Wow, man. Wow. That is um Yeah. Yeah. Cuz you know there's some people that feels it's interesting that you say that. Some people feel as though why not go straight to the plug? Why talk to the ancestors? They like the middleman. Why not go straight to the plug? You know what I'm saying? So the ancestors know your story. That's their big deal. That's their big deal. The what we've now did was church them and Jesus them. So now the ancestors I'm trying to make the ancestors proud like they sitting around gone work the stock market panic you doing your thing doesn't make sense they left this place 1:06:40 so their soul and their concern is somewhere else but they left a energy signature know what we called that signature to make it easy for ourselves >> what the personality >> so I know Rich's personality that's how I entice his energy signature cuz I'm really just plugging in to Rich. I'm talking to him like he's a personality, but I'm really communing with the energy. I need Rich's energy. This is who he was. You are that guy bottled up in a container. >> You release from that container. Now I have a name for that energy that I can call. Well, everything's an energy. Energy to walk to the store. Energy to want to [ __ ] Energy to want to eat this, that, or the other thing. energy to go say I gotta go in here and talk to this chick. She's gonna do that energy to pick up the baby. So everything's an energy that you call on. If Rich Merritt is no longer in the body, he's a energy, not a person that's panic's done good. 1:07:43 I'm going to ancestor him today. >> That's not how it works. It's like panic rich don't care. He's not looking at me or looking for me. Maybe if you first made the transition, stuff like that would happen because your humanity is still looking and you starting to understand. And most people, [ __ ] from the hood will come to me cuz my light is on. >> They'll ask me how to do that. My stepmother, my evil stepmother came. It was hard. Like when she came early on like, "Bitch, you know what you did, bitch." So, it was hard. Even though I know she's not the same person, >> but it's not hard for them, it's more hard for you. >> And going through what I understood with my grandfather. I said, "All right, then what the [ __ ] is up?" She said, "Your f she left my father, got with a new dude, and died to do this." You know, that was still her dude. So, my father was before that. So, she's like, "Why is your 1:08:44 father trying to get with me?" I said, ' Understand, on Earth for a moment, there's a time where y'all were at the high point of bliss. When he gets with you in the astral world, because you're not one entity anymore. You're not a singularity. When Michael Jackson came, he talked to about a thousand [ __ ] How is he talking to you? And he was I was like, "No, he could he's not one guy anymore." >> So, what he my father was trying to do was get with her to connect with that moment of bliss. they had on earth and be able to live in that moment with her. That's a part of his arsenal as he builds a heaven in the astral world. Now ultimately heaven is the quantum world. That's the final destination as you could say even the camite seen it. >> The end result is our quantum reality in what they call the Osiran body and you become all the gods blah blah blah. But in the astral world, we just talking about, we hadn't gotten past the astral 1:09:45 world yet. The astral world is a part of Earth and it's a part of the illusion. >> When astral world is not an end result, not a destination, it's a part of it. It's every night you go to the astral world. When you dream, you travel every night. It's nothing scary. It's nothing you have to do. What you true astral traveling is only becoming lucid of the traveling that you do. Not waking up. Yo, I had a weird dream. Waking up, you're actually finding techniques to bring your consciousness in the dream with you. >> Excellent book just like cycllomcy is a book called astronamics by Robert Bruce. A howto on on exercises on astro traveling. When I did that [ __ ] that was the [ __ ] that got me in. Astral traveling separates the men from the boys. Once you start [ __ ] with that and become competent in that world, that's when it starts talking back to 1:10:47 you. >> You become lucid in that world. And becoming lucid in that world, more lucid in meditation, lucid in that zone out, you can stay in that moment because panic is there controlling it. Usually panic is back on Earth while I'm somewhere here. And then when I come back, my memory is trying to remember bits and fragments. When I bring panic with me was what you truly learned in astral travel. They tell you all that [ __ ] and I did all that [ __ ] in the dream. Move your hand, stop [ __ ] from you. [ __ ] was arresting me. I'm like, "Oh, hell no." In a bed in a hotel with Cadia. She's visiting, this was before we got together. She's visiting New York. Wake up, [ __ ] I've learned how to meditate. I've been meditating since I was 10. My heart was deeply into that [ __ ] And I could get so deep like in a barber shop, they'll tap me. It was my turn. I 1:11:47 can't just get up and turn. I'm literally sleeping. I I would experience paralysis. So that same paralysis that people complain about, I could go that deep and be aware where I would literally have sleep paralysis if I tried to move. So I know how to consciously call myself back, >> wait for my spirit to bit because your spirit is what animates you. You're still alive because it's cut to the cord, but it's actually in the astral world. >> So So what So what do you recommend when you have the sleep paralysis? It's like for people just >> try not to get up. Just if if you're if you're aware enough, >> lay your ass there cuz you're just going to be struggling. What happens is you come back into awareness in layers. So your consciousness comes back before everything comes back. So you're up and aware and then you try to do what you do, but you're not totally back yet >> and you can't move because your spirit is what animates you. So when you die, 1:12:49 your spirit leaves and it lives in the astral world. It can come to earth that because it's the same thing. The astral world is more etheric, but earth is more material. So that's why we can call spirits, give [ __ ] to spirits, physical things. We're in a symbient relationship. This is not really your true high self. It is what the creator made to actually fool you. It's the dream world. When you check out the Gnostic [ __ ] they'll tell you that the creator that they're calling God, like I said, it depends on what god that dude is talking about. You feel what I'm saying? >> Because there's an evil lesser. Like innostic thought, there's the one true God >> and he created eight deities under him. lose to to run through the story real quick. The lowest deity was the great mother Sophia. So the great mother Sophia couldn't see 1:13:51 above her and ego took a play. So she had a baby without the holy divine spirit recognized it threw it in the abyss. Y'all the broth. And of course he seen what was happening as the mythology goes. He seen what was happening above his head recreated it uh his best he could for the firmament to rest his feet. He created earth and to rest his head. He created the astral world. So what they're saying where he controls your dreams, this creator that everyone's given, he needs this to unfold and look at himself and all that [ __ ] [ __ ] In a way that's true, but they're still attributing it to someone outside of you. You came here to do that for you. And we don't want to take it's 1:14:52 everything not to take responsibility. I'm doing this for somebody. I'm I'm on a mission. >> Wait a minute. So, this creator god sent you down here to get vaccinated. Chemtrail [ __ ] flooded today to worry about your [ __ ] kid every goddamn time they move out the house. COVID GMO food. When are we gonna say what if this is a [ __ ] prison and what we teach is the escape path? What point do we accept that [ __ ] We look for everything to say there's somebody running the show >> that knows more than us. We don't trust it. We don't trust in our divine mind. the [ __ ] mind is all. Show me in the laws of Tahoodi where they said, "Well, we just working something out for God." Where did Show me the Egyptian text that 1:15:52 says that >> because we have to go to that because that's most of the writing. But I don't know. I don't remember the Samrian text saying that. Show me in the ancient text. That's later day [ __ ] And I get the concept. You'll see that in Cabala more more than anything. That's a co coalistic thing. But the cabala is talking about the creator because the creator of the trees or the understanding of the trees, let's say that the creator of the front tree, the tree of life where the ciferas hang fruit >> is by the demi urgent, the creator god. Behind that tree that pushes it forth is the calip. And that's the true tree that pushes light out of darkness. Out of darkness comes light. >> One of the first things Bobby Hemet told me before I started speaking, this ain't about no dark side [ __ ] I've never come out going dark side, [ __ ] Dark that 1:16:53 became a religion. I helped to stop that [ __ ] because it's out of darkness comes light. The darkness is that ignorance in you and it must become the light side. I am a light [ __ ] >> You know what I'm saying? a [ __ ] of light and I'm willing to go into darkness to get it because that's where it exists. That's the alchemy. >> You don't get light from light. >> You get light from darkness. So why all the baffomet and the Satan? Because that's the that's the sciences of the darkness. That's the negative polarity that brings you to the other side of that coin. Positive polarity. Christ. You can't become the Christ until you become the devil. And they're the same thing. And not only that, Brother Phil just got finished explaining that on the last show, >> the bright morning sun. So if you understand, it's not dark versus light. Dark, just like hot and cold, as I pointed out, the psyche is one thing. 1:17:55 It's called temperature. >> And dark and light is one thing. It's called >> temperature, >> right? It's light or light. You know what I'm saying? You can look at this. Uh well well black and white or dark in in in illumination if you want to say >> and Phil brother Phil Valentine pointed out something a long time ago and [ __ ] should have blew a louder horn to this one statement. You know Phil well beloved if you're he said if you're in a room of all white light you can't see [ __ ] either. the end. We tend to think in a room of darkness that's our problem. But if you It's the contrast between the two, >> right? Right. >> That makes you see. So darkness of light is not a choice. The alchemy is understanding how they mix. In my whole book, I told you how to mix the angels with the goalia. That's the missing piece. And that's backed up 1:18:57 by a white boy who got one of them to it to for years named Poke Runion, which y'all can search on YouTube where he's like, "I'm tired of all the [ __ ] I'mma give y'all secrets." He was showing all the white chambers and their white robes. But one of the things he said, the key is he was saying basic [ __ ] like, "Y'all calling spirits and banishing them. Why would you do that after all of that work?" He said if you think you [ __ ] with the he said with the Goatia and you drawing a circle and they staying in it, you a [ __ ] fool. >> There's [ __ ] who just get it. Even from >> there something in you that can see through all the writing, all this philosophy. You got to follow it out. We're doing this for God. So why we when did you sign up for that? Like what do you get out of it after it's all done where you go? >> You understand what I'm saying? Like 1:19:58 there's it just makes more sense when you study all the ancient [ __ ] It's on you. There's no Tell me what you seen in the Matrix that they said we doing this for somebody else. >> Everything was trying to get Neo to realize what was what was in within. That's what consciousness is. >> When they tell when they say that [ __ ] they make a philosophy and it's a left-handed way to get you to believe that somebody lords over you still put you down here and making you do >> you don't even know why you rich merit if you take that thing. Why are you that guy? Why am I this guy? You know what I'm saying? Why am I panic? so he could see >> what we gonna kick it once I die. Yeah, boy. Jesus, >> man. You had me in some [ __ ] But let me tell you what happened. You know what I'm saying? He can come down like I thought he was God. 1:21:00 What happened to that? Where's that philosophy? The knowit all. >> You you you know >> you you you know panic. One thing you said was you said a little while ago you said my light you talked about your light being on and you talked about your stepmother coming to visit you. Right. >> Um I want to ask a lot of a lot of the powerful people in this world when they were children uh they got they went through horrific things molestation abuse. Let's just use Michael Jackson as example. >> Okay. >> Do you think that the people who have the brightest light have the toughest childhoods because entities could see their light so they they're like, "Oh [ __ ] that [ __ ] down there. Oh, I'm going to get this [ __ ] panic or this [ __ ] rich. Oh, let's let's let's find a way to attach on to his light cuz this [ __ ] is bright. Does it work like that between the different realms? Good [ __ ] question, your ass is it. Best at it. Best to ever do this [ __ ] That's the only only interview I do with 1:22:01 you because you ask [ __ ] that's worth a dime. >> Thank you, brother. Thank you. >> Oh, yeah. Let me tell you. Um, I notice half and half cuz there's entities that are are if you are doing conscious work, it's not like they seeing you go, "Yay, Rich, go. I'm on your side, buddy." >> What they see is you're lining up with a frequency, >> but they're kind of with you. You understand what I'm saying? For instance, if you wore a bow tie in a suit before you said anything, look at that Muslim [ __ ] Especially you got papers in your hand. You line up with an energy and there's a spirit around you. >> He's a Moore. He's a Muslim. Me, if we sat in the back of a lecture, every [ __ ] that walked in more Muslim Muslim Moore, new Abian, we would just be able to name them >> based upon the energy around. >> So you line up with certain energy. The more spiritual work you do, you line up 1:23:03 with a certain energy. But now, here's this, you also line up with a certain humanity. And the more human you are, there's energy around you that seeks to keep you human because it feeds off of it. Mhm. >> So, in other words, if you got a chick in the house, you a bad guy or or a pimp and you got a chick in the house, you're going to tell her and do anything to her and show her anything to keep her staying on the street. >> Right. Right. Right. >> And then there's her mother who's going to knock on the door like R. Kelly do. Let her out. You know what I'm saying? Instead of going in there and knocking it down. That's an energy that wants to stop it. So there's always this duality energy around you >> and your thoughts pull whatever's going to show up. >> Now your thoughts, you also like Michael Jackson make a choice to get with Joe because you may know beforehand. 1:24:06 I was talking today about this with Bob. There's an intelligence that we deal with before we even get here >> that says, "Okay, I'm gonna go down there and be rich. I'mma choose this as my mother." >> We not dealing with time. We know she's going, we know she's going to pass at the age, >> right? >> We know she's going to write her book. What's the name of the book again? >> Uh Kayla Pey in the Forest. >> Kayla Pey in the Forest. Kayla Pey in the Forest. So you seen all of this and you know you needed her and your sister in your situation to become rich. >> Michael Jackson know he needed Joe >> to become Mike. >> So he chose him as such. >> So much so Joe said, "Well, if I beat him, >> I beat him in the I beat his ass rich." Joe would say that kind of [ __ ] >> Yeah. Yeah. Now, I do know this, and Tina Turner said, she embellished. 1:25:09 >> It gotta be real. Each time Mike got into trouble, look at my childhood. You know what I'm saying? I don't think with the boys, just any other elephant man bone trouble. I'm not I think all of that was a lie. You know what I'm saying? But so I know it sells too because when I used to do that [ __ ] I wouldn't be Tina but you think that's what a abuser says. Then later Tina came out and said we was fighting each other. >> It wasn't so much onehanded. She said we was she came out and said it. >> Right. Right. Right. But >> she sold that itina book and restarted her career as you know what's love got to do >> you know that corny [ __ ] got to do with it and it really started her [ __ ] again saying how much she overcome with Ike and Ike is baffled like you would see him in the news like 1:26:10 >> what's she talking about but he didn't have >> that uh pizzazz to finesse it but also know that Ike was a bad [ __ ] Let's just say this real quick. I Turner, the three kings that changed the game. It Turner, Little Richard, and Chuck uh the guitar [ __ ] >> Chuck Barry. Chuck Barry, >> those were considered the three kings. But Ike was vocal. Ike wasn't that [ __ ] They were trying to bring the white boys into the game, especially from Europe. Eric Clapton and the [ __ ] trying to make them blues kings and then they brought the Beatles over. They showed in the movie a little bit, but I to go in that ain't nothing but [ __ ] music slow down. Facts. >> No, that ain't nothing. She's He's getting at him. >> Yeah. So, they got right back at him. >> So, he got a big rep and things ain't always like they seem. The same thing with Chris Brown. They tried to make him the 1:27:11 new it Turner, but too much of that story came out where he was actually the one getting his ass kicked. He's the one who had she had bite marks and they and people were saying, >> "Well, she had bite marks. That's defensive shit." Like, he's trying to defend himself. He's getting [ __ ] up. >> So, people looked at it different and he's still existing because they couldn't I turn to him, >> but it needs to be looked at again. So, he was a bad [ __ ] I always say that when I get the opportunity, >> right? >> So, um, Mike had to be Mike. I went through a lot of abuse, a lot of, uh, uh, neglect, a lot of hardship, but I know I wouldn't be panicked without going through it, >> right? So then then see that's where it comes down to like if I am who I say I am and doing what I'm doing. I don't feel I have the right or or or 1:28:13 just it's not in my thought I'm here because somebody put me here to learn itself. Yes, me. I put me here to learn itself. I'm God. you. And at the very least, if you can't see yourself like that, your soul like Odo Deep Space 9 connects to that big pool. So, and he would connect with that big pool, download his information, and download information from that pool. When he got out, he knew who he was. He was a he was he was the man. He found his people, and they were a collective entity that ran the universe. And all they was was a big ass lake of knowledge >> all around the universe. And all they did was send pieces of themselves out. Familiar. Some of us make it back. Some of us take long at times. >> The conscious ones are the ones next up on the on the ship. The mother ship is coming to pick us up. 1:29:16 Consciousness is the beginning of being done with this place. knowledge and let see I'm so used to saying consciousness but knowledge of self is actually how you get out of here. Those dedicated to studying those dedicated to understanding especially those abuses to be able to forgive, release, find compassion. I had to find compassion for my mother. I did that by first looking at her at her age. She was 18 when she had me. So I started to say uh she was 18 when she had me. So I started to say uh look at my son how stupid he is. So it gave me compassion that my father was 23. These were kids. So it started the pathway of forgiveness and compassion. So once I had started really finding compassion and work with that and you know they're only human. They're not they don't lord over this. they they did 1:30:17 the best they could blah blah blah blah blah the little basics you tell you start finding forgiveness and then finding healing that's all in chakra work and it's all in the heart chakra work and those are all the attributes you notice of Jesus Jesus is nothing more than the heart chakra gateway to become the Christ so healing compassion and forgiveness that's all his attributes that they made a man but it's actually the attributes of the work that you need to do on the lowest shakra in terms of releasing them. It's more detailed, but that's a basic overall of starting pathway to forgiving those who you think abuse you. Everything is a mommy issue. You had when you came here and there was no real ego. You was at your basic just crying to eat and in pain and discomfort. You didn't know how to express what you wanted yet. So, and you don't know what pain or hurt is. That's why they have to watch the baby or walk into anything, touch anything, 1:31:18 put anything in their mouth because they don't, their ego, your ego tells you no, it'll kill you. They don't have that yet. So the mother, no, don't do that. Stop. Sit up. Stop. No. Sit up. Cross your legs. Don't do that. What you say? Say thank you. Say thank you. Say thank you. Blah blah blah. This is programming. This is repetitious programming. So the mother as y'all go through life and the flaws all the [ __ ] you think the kid didn't see and they eventually grow up and then it be [ __ ] you thought was the greatest the greatest greatness and they be like but you [ __ ] with that one [ __ ] I thought that was the best move ever. You just never know what's in their head. So it's almost seems like they're going to they need to see something [ __ ] up to exist. They need something to overcome. Like my boys needed to be mad at us to finally get out. And I I I think it's final to finally get out. They can't just do it. They have to be mad at us so 1:32:20 they can show us something. They need something to get there. And everyone needs something to get there. That's what the abusers. I think that's the nature of this place. Everyone in some sort of way is being. And then let's say your mom was the greatest. I'm sure your job somebody and if you're having a great life, Brother Phil already told you again, agitation is missing. You'll be back, son. >> [ __ ] man. Damn. So, with um you talked about the astro realm, right? Let me bring up a personal example to uh make it more real and get your opinion on it. So, when my mother my mother was in the hospital like before she passed away, she had kidney failure. just so she was on dialysis. So there was times when you know she was she was [ __ ] up bad. She had to go to the hospital, stay there a couple of nights. >> There was one time she was messed up real bad and she was like I think she was in like a coma. I'm not sure. She was sleeping something >> and she told me when she woke up she 1:33:21 told me she was like, "Yo, Rich, yo, I seen your father." She was like, "Man, that [ __ ] had a nerve to tell me her nickname was G." So she was like, "He told me G. Come with me. Come with me." So she was like, "Nigga, I got these kids to take care. I ain't coming with you, [ __ ] [ __ ] out of here." You know what I'm saying? And she was like, when she said, "Man, get the [ __ ] out of here. I'm going going with these kids." That's when she woke up. She was like, she immediately woke up, right? >> So would that be, using that as a personal example, would that be an example of the astral world? >> Absolutely. Because that's her first stop, >> right? >> Um I can tell you two things about that. I I had a boy KL. He was in a rap group called Screw Ball. He passed uh from uh complications of asthma. He had real bad asthma >> and finally caught up with him. I think he made 40 something and he was a business dude. >> Since he did have records out, Marley Maul UL uh uh did his eulogy premiere. 1:34:22 Pete Rock worked with them. So they were there to see him off and Marley said, "Yo, I've been doing this [ __ ] for more years than a lot of y'all been alive." And KL would still come to me with angles. >> This cat had angles up the ass. In fact, me and him got closer. We knew each other since we was little. I know his cousin >> poet. We we got closer because I started selling porn and I was killing him. >> And one day I seen him. I said, "Yeah, sometimes I need help dropping it off at mailboxes." So he said, "I'll get you. I call him one day." We filled up his car to capacity. The whole inside was filled with video boxes, you know, bags, and we holding them over. I just remember that [ __ ] said, "All of that is $10." I was like, "Yeah, some 20s, some doubles, some killing them. 25 G's 1:35:26 a a month. Killing them. Filling up all the uh mailboxes all the way down to the hood. He just love that [ __ ] the hustle. He passes in dramatic form." But long story short, I said, "I'mma get him through the astral world." There was another guy who died there. Name of the group was Screw Ball. The guy who died, his street name was Screw Ball. They dedicated the group to him. Lou came through said, "Get him to me." Never did anything like that before, but wasn't scared about it. So went into the meditation, was going harder, harder, deeper. You see yourself going deeper in darkness. Um, which means you're getting away from this light. >> Um, and so I could feel I was in that zone, in that place. So you, this is where imagination and visualization comes in. You want to stop and try to experience it like with your five senses. You're breathing in this dark space. 1:36:28 You're moving around. You're looking. You're there. >> Just by looking around like you just arrived >> tricks your subconscious mind into believing you're there, >> right? >> That's what you do every time you walk into a new room. You look around. >> Look around. >> You do the same thing. You're looking with your third eye. So you do the things that your mind repetitiously does ever since you existed almost. Look around, smell, say hi to [ __ ] What's up, [ __ ] What's in here, [ __ ] Like you just walked into a room. So you know you're in that room and subconsciously you're you're you're tricking your mind into believing you're in that room. Now, uh, five senses are your tools. Now, in cyclomy, he shows you how to make your five senses, five super senses. Five times, oh, I did used to do the 1:37:29 math. Uh, I can't remember. It's in my book how it connects to the 72. Um, and how the five connects, the baffomet connects to the 72. The five points of baff are your five points. The five points of baffomet is when you created the super senses. So the five senses now become spiritual tools. There was chicks that knew we walk in the room, they smell the spirits. I used to know what offerings to give when I was doing all my tricks and learning this [ __ ] You need to give that [ __ ] some donuts. You need to give him that. So, we was [ __ ] with the, you know, you know, there's audio clearance and audiovoyance and audio sensory and audio this, the uh uh the seven circuits of the brain. So, we was pushing the open nose, the five senses. You can hear the spirits. You hear them talking in your 1:38:30 ear telling you stuff. Uh uh you could taste like what food they wanted. Like I said, smell what food they wanted or smell. The arishas have a a funky ass raw chicken smell. So when I smell that, they they not I know y'all think it's love, but you know, y'all been feeding them so much ignorance that they become ignorance. Remember, they're just energy signatures. So if you say they're that, eventually they're going to become that. They're going to serve you as that. So all the they were never meant for mass consumption. They were meant for the Euroba people, not for the world. So when the world uses them and uses them the way they use them, yeah, it's real because you can make anything up and be a spirit. That's what Jesus is. >> [ __ ] You can worship Harry Potter >> and get more out of him than Jesus. >> Jesus was created as a vampire energy to keep you locked down. So you worship that. Even the name God, you know what I'm saying? outside of yourself, it 1:39:32 still becomes vampire. You think you're performing for somebody, >> that you're living up to somebody. That's that it's it's it's true in a more metaphysical way. >> If you apply your divine, remember the mind is all and the universe is mental. If the mind is all, then that means what's the all? God. >> Your mind is God. So if you study your mind, that's why it says know thyself. You're studying the universe. The mind is all. The universe is mental. That means to study the entire universe. What must you study? Just your mind. >> Just your mind. >> I teach in class mind calisthetics. We getting down to it. Your mind is God. It is of its divine birthright. There's nothing outside of you. Nothing, nothing in it, around it, or on it that 1:40:32 does not belong to you or her. >> You're God. And that's a cheap name for you. God is just a title to be quite honest. >> When you mastered the seven, the number seven, you become God. I became God because God is a creator. I can make anything I want materialize in front of me. Starburst. Bing. Anything materialize physical. It's not even fun to do no more. I don't even do that no more. >> You say you live deliciously. >> Deliciously. I used That's old [ __ ] I used to say. >> Oh man. Yeah, that's actually old [ __ ] I used to say when I was trying to magnetize this because it was a moment I was saying, "Yo, y'all [ __ ] ain't got to be poor. My you know it rich when we do when you bring me in for New York lectures 1:41:34 be selling out my people come with bread cuz I never told them they have to be poor selling goddamn incense like my boy Jeff the slave I'm on the plantation I know it's excuse me I know it's a plantation I know that [ __ ] ain't got nothing to do with nothing but it's also you have a dem buy mine. If you got to be there, [ __ ] >> make it sensational. If you keep calling it the plantation, then what else it can it ever be? He said, "Yo, I don't even notice the [ __ ] no more." He just changed his mind. >> Don't know. I started talking about that. What was I talking about right before that? It was something good I was going to tell you. Okay. Um, >> somebody might uh um say it. I'm looking in the chat room. >> Yeah. >> Ah, maybe not. 1:42:34 >> Well, let let me ask you this. This might jog in memory since, you know, we just finished talking about the Astra realm. I got a question that's that's very a very interesting question. I would say this. Very interesting. Throughout the years, you know, I've been behind the scenes asking questions for a while, right? um just communicating with the people. I've received I've heard several females say that, hey, so and so tried to have sex with me in the astral realm. What the hell is going on with that is cuz they swear these individuals is contacting them through the astral realm. >> Talk to me about that, my brother. Talk to me about that. >> Okay, think about this. This is you'll get it and it's usually this is a little bit more hard of an explanation. Not really, but listen to all the elements because I realize this and it may be hard for people. The average person is going to be hard. 1:43:36 So, there's many different rich personalities. There's angry rich, happy rich, rich that's in this mode right now that's asking questions. interested. There's uh rich at a picnic, rich with his baby, rich as a son, rich as a father, rich with his rich at his job, rich fired from his job, rich in white castles, a thousand different personalities. Most I'll never meet. So if you're not using those personal, but they could turn up at any time. Once I seen Rich get mad way, you don't want to make him mad. In fact, I told Bob that story. He said, "Rich, we was at a live lecture and somebody was kept [ __ ] with Rich." I was standing right there and Rich had some product and the dude was like just all touchy and doing all this [ __ ] kind of 1:44:38 slapping his [ __ ] around or something and said some funky [ __ ] and you know we at the lecture rich said what the [ __ ] did you say I said oh [ __ ] he said no you talking to the wrong dude dude just yielded like he didn't expect it and that's why he was doing that funky [ __ ] Right. Right. Right. >> And I said, "Oh, man." That's when I said, "Rich, Rich ain't no [ __ ] hoteler." Like there's a limit. And like that Rich handles himself like a gentleman all the time. I've seen and I've seen him many years before there was a YouTube. He's always handled himself like a gentleman. So now, and that's what he presents. But since he has a kid, there's a sexual rich somewhere. I'll never know who that negro is. But where's sexy rich right now? 1:45:38 >> It's your personality. Where does it exist when you're not using it? >> Don't don't don't. Well, let's guess. Where would you say >> [ __ ] I have no idea. That's a hell of a >> talking about it all day. The astral world. >> The astral. Wow. >> Next. Rich is a spirit. >> You use him every time you pull him out. Every time you get in bed with your girl. I'm here, baby. See my shoulders. >> Yeah. >> He exists there. You call him anytime you need him. >> But when you at work, you're not using them. Or mad rich or picnic rich or or or over happy rich or laughing rich. They're all up there. sexy rich or sexy surely. We do it all the time as guys. That's why girls feel it more. Soon as we see them, we start looking at her lips. You know what we think. 1:46:39 Looking at that ass, you know what we think. But we'll be, "Oh, yes, Shirley. I have the papers." Well, it goodness. They're right here. Oh, Shirley, you're such a loot. Damn, boys. the way that [ __ ] you know, when she walking off. >> So, we visualize, which is magic, all the sexual energy we're sending her way. Boom. >> The little that they see is only what they're able to pick up on. If they were able to see everything, the [ __ ] have a nervous breakdown. >> You know how many especially if they got it going on? >> Yeah. So what I found is in the astral world, you could connect with anybody's sex, >> not using it. And that aspect of their personality lives for one thing only, >> the [ __ ] >> That's what it was born for. It doesn't sexual doesn't show up at the pool or at 1:47:42 your kid's school. It shows up in very limited places >> and it only does one thing. >> So if you access it in the astral world, it only does one thing. Now the moral aspect of it. It's not your humanity. And most people put their spirit, soul, and body under the ego or under their humanity. Oh, he's touching my soul. Yeah, this not ever happened. or or my it just hit me down in my soul. That's not >> right. >> And it's it you could feel it in your spirit perhaps, but you're getting with a avatar, a empty avatar that you wear like a suit when you need it, but it's and it's you because it's your technique, but you may find other techniques in your life and that becomes you. It's not it's not you. So the girl who notice it is because the 1:48:45 [ __ ] probably home masturbating to her like we always do. >> Guys visualize girls. When we even watch porn, we look for a girl that looks like somebody we know >> that we can't have sex with, but we can visualize and see her on the screen. And then it's a deeper, more realistic orgasm. >> Trust me, that's how you make connections. >> In fact, that's all the technique I did for astral traveling. I would tell the chicks, "Yo, I'mma come and we going to do this." But you can meet anybody without them knowing >> because you're meeting with your spirit is meeting up with their spirit is not a moral thing. It's not See, it's not like you could give them STDs or you're taking their virtual. We do it all the time anyway. So, it's nothing dangerous. We think of 1:49:46 everyone we see, especially guys, every girl we see as what type of sexual object they could be or what sexual object they are not. We call it a spank bank. >> I'mma put her in my spank bank. That's what white people call it. M >> means she'll come up in my thoughts >> when I'm selfloving >> and and when you're in that high state of sexuality, especially if you done did some work up here, opening the pineal, understanding the concepts on astral traveling, lucid dreaming, opening up your psychic centers through psychi and so on and such. If you understand that concept, oh, you're going to make realer connections. So, it's not really violating the person's virtue. You get what I'm saying? >> Cuz they're, like I said, they're funneling it through their social upbringing. This is a total And 1:50:49 understand in the spirit world, sex is just how you say hello. When I first got with Tammy Terrell, you know, you always heard her story as a youngster was sad. She died after Marvin Gay. They finally put some sort of album together with her. It wasn't great because, you know, they had to piece it together, but you know, I got it and went through it. I was trying to give it Tammy. She came with her panties off. You know what I'm saying? I was like, "What you doing?" Mhm. >> And you could feel that it was that's how they come. Like when Phyllis Heyman came, she was the first one. I said, "They're coming to me, but I'mma try to get with her." >> I just kept looking at all her pictures online, listening to her music all day. I was still working it. Went home, >> took a sip of something, put on >> the first thing she she told me some graphic [ __ ] I'm not even going to repeat it. 1:51:49 But it was it was nice. It was some real [ __ ] She authenticated herself and she started telling me some old [ __ ] She's telling me some [ __ ] Might have shared it. And if you tall and a woman, y'all need to [ __ ] with Phyllis Hman. She's like your patron saint. Sopia same is a great [ __ ] Um but all that incubition and succubus [ __ ] is made up European crap. Well, so that's [ __ ] Incubus and succubus. That's uh >> it's really you. Everything is you. See, think about it for a second. You got to have one premise here. So, is Incabus and Succubus outside somewhere ready to attack? Where do they come from? Who made them? >> Is it God? Is it the devil? The demi urge? It it you see when you follow the thought pattern it starts getting thinner. But if you just read the 1:52:50 history is what white people said they didn't understand. So when them succubuses come [ __ ] [ __ ] I wear a succubus ass lazubes out [ __ ] >> She said [ __ ] I give up [ __ ] Said [ __ ] I don't try that. I learn how to keep my seed. Oh, >> in the sperm there's something called um >> so uh what is it the light that gets imp solar solalic something >> but it's the if you look at sperm there's a light around each cell >> the light is what gets the person pregnant solalic energy >> so people think because they so physical you're supposed to be holding your sperm and bringing your sperm back up. No, your nuts will make liquid all day. It's a factory for it. >> But the light, if you just shoot and 1:53:52 don't know how to The light is what you bring back to the top. The solar phalic energy. You can lose seeds all day. I did that. None of my queens ever got pregnant. None of that [ __ ] >> When I was human, they was getting that way. I stopped. I said, and it's hard because you don't know if she really doing it right, >> but it's a it's a level where I just knew it. So, I had a steady girl and >> it went I know I I got that [ __ ] but I had a female orgasm. >> It's that I promise you that [ __ ] is not a uh I don't know how them chicks do it. The [ __ ] from a woman, from a guy, we feel the buildup in the genitals. Then there's a release, my [ __ ] You could feel the orgasm coming down, [ __ ] 1:54:52 That [ __ ] hit, [ __ ] Don't touch me. You know what I'm saying? Leave me alone. Hold me. You know what I'm saying? Mhm. >> I said, "Fuck all of that. [ __ ] all of that [ __ ] I don't want none of that [ __ ] I just want a nut regular." >> But I knew that I knew how to internalize it. I knew how the light was being internalized. Never lost energy, never lost a step, >> blah blah blah. So, uh, yeah. >> So, what about, you know, we talk about family. We got about, uh, I'm going say about 30 minutes left. I want to thank everybody. We got over 2,000 people in the room. We hit the 2 hour mark. We got about half an hour left. I got to finish cleaning up this basement cuz this this cleanup [ __ ] was real. >> Do you have any electronics down there? >> You know, thank God I got a lot of equipment down here. Thank god none of it got um got messed up. >> I was able to catch it. 1:55:53 >> My girl reminded me. Matter of fact, I got I got a um a Blackmagic. Y I got Let me show you this thing real quick. >> Yes, sir. >> [ __ ] I see a mosquito in here right now. There. This book bag right here. Right. So, I got I got the Blackmagic camera in here >> and it was on the floor in the water. >> In the water. >> Tell me the bag saved it. >> Yeah, the bag saved it. What saved it? My girl seen it. I didn't see the [ __ ] >> right? >> But my girl seen it. Let me just show Let me because I didn't even look at I didn't even look at it yet. So, let me This [ __ ] is a little No, I'm good. [Music] You see this? The uh I had this and I didn't even look at it yet, so I'm looking at it now. But everything is good, though. But yeah. Yeah. Everything, you know, I pretty much got everything up in time, so I'm happy for that, my brother. I'm happy for that. >> Excellent. That's good. I'm glad that didn't I'm glad nothing happened. Big time. Big time. You know, on Earth, >> it's the [ __ ] happens place. And really, 1:56:57 you're fighting for those moments like how your camera got saved. That's why you line yourself up with certain energies and hope. But then you don't want to get discouraged. Let's say if something did happen to the camera neither >> because one of the first readings I got was a ephi reading. I wasn't into a cult. I was heavy into metaphysics and reading. I had a Risha girlfriend. I didn't know about it at the time. And this was before Bobby Hemtt. >> So when Bobby Hemet came in, he came in talking about how the Arishas got corrupt. I was like, "Nigga, I am on that page. I just came out of an Nisha house." And that was by design >> and stock staring nuts in terms of how religified uh they got and that's because they 1:57:58 never left religion. You know what I'm saying? They just switched the names. And you know, you actually have to do work on your subconscious mind to free yourself from that. That's why when we hear things like God is doing this and God is doing that, we still believe that even though we consciously know there's no guy in the sky going, oh my children, but we subconsciously were trained that it's outside of you. So that's why we say Incubus and Succubus, which is a European myth, >> but easy to say Europeans, they made up that [ __ ] about Halloween cuz it's really about the ancestors. But then, oh [ __ ] Incubus and Succubus is coming. They made up that [ __ ] about Halloween and Incubus and Succubus. Read the goddamn script. It's from them. >> We ain't wasn't talking about that. You can have something draining your ass and doing all of that can happen. But 1:58:58 remember, there's malevolent energies out there, too. >> And that's why the African spiritual system, they had something to protect them from being human. That's why they made them dress and separate and not do this and rights of passage. It's so orchestrated because the more you go crazy in human thought, the more you pull down, the more you actually create thought forms that give you this [ __ ] All of this [ __ ] that's happening to us is the cause of us. Remember, never forget the elders taught us that Egypt was in decline >> when they started writing. So if they were in decline back then, what the [ __ ] do you think was happening later? Even all that [ __ ] we look up to in cultures had to be in decline >> up until you have what we have now today. It's good we're at the grand rising 1:59:59 and Rich and I witnessed in on this planet probably many others but on this planet the birth of that [ __ ] really. >> You understand what I'm saying? And that led to a big grand rising. I would never thought we would have 2,000 people in the chat room. >> It's there's [ __ ] who would lecture to 15 people and be like, "Today was a good day. >> It was a great lecture." Right. Right. >> Great lecture. 15 people sitting there. >> So, you know, not everybody gets it. I gotta be honest. But they're at the starting gate. And remember, the starting gate is just to be called conscious. There's no conscious community. Conscious is just a description that brings you here. Knowledge itself is what you are. And to have knowledge of self, it's it's by its very nature is to up your character. Because to have knowledge of self, 2:01:00 you're talking about the pristine you. So you don't see anyone's character improving that chooses to stand in front of you and and should be standing in front of you with honor. If you don't see their character approving, how could they be doing the correct work? >> Indeed. >> If you see their humanity improving, that's telltale and you should run away or stay around to be entertained, but don't expect to learn. Indeed. Let's um let's I want to take a about two or three questions from the people before we get out of here because I seen y'all been asking stuff the whole night, but it wasn't that time. I'm going to give you opportunity to ask the brother on live a couple of questions. We're going to take about two or three questions before we get out of here. And before we do that panic, what's your cash at, my brother? What's your cash at? >> So they could so they can support. Brother Pan. Uh uh dollar sign. B R O T H E R P A N. Brother Pan. 2:02:03 >> All right. >> Cash app. Dollar sign me boys and girls. Keep the lights on in here. >> Yeah. Hit up my brother Panic. Make sure you show support. You know what I'm saying? This brother brings some amazing cult information. I'm very grateful for this interview. Let's see if we got any. >> Let me say I'm grateful to be here too, Rich. I I always like you're the only one. It's the confidence, man. It's the confidence. I love to just be around the confidence and I'm glad for that. Don't Don't I am glad to be here, bro. >> So, somebody panicked. Somebody said, um, how to hold the light from the seed when >> Oh, >> yeah. When you Oh, [ __ ] Wrong. >> Oh, from the sexual thing. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. >> I ain't going to front, my [ __ ] I I kind of it's no one method and I have a lot I always give methods. Um I didn't do anything. I first started reading the montage chia. 2:03:03 Oh, I did do something from cycllomcy. >> I forgot there's a technique in cycllomcy almost like mont chia. Like all this [ __ ] is in 2008 2007. I got to remember Mont Chia tells you to sit on the edge of a chair and with your PC your your your your PC muscles, >> you know, the [ __ ] that you stop your >> urine. Yeah. >> To pull up and what you're really doing is starting to get the muscles to get sperm to go back this way. >> But in psychiat have your nuts off the edge. They tell you to do this [ __ ] [ __ ] And this [ __ ] worked. All I did was this. You you visualize energy in your testicles which is which it is. Your life force is there, right? And it has the connection as brother Phil said last uh Wednesday. >> Your spinal fluid is not connected to 2:04:04 your blood. It's connected to your mind and your nuts. It's a straight pathway. >> So you visualize >> energy going to your mandulla ablangatada. You breathe it up. You're storing energy. And when you open up your eyes, because remember your eyes are connected to the back of your head. You can shoot out energy. >> So you got to make your intention here, right? >> So this is what's in psychommancy so far. I used to get on the train. I'mma answer this question. I used to get on the train just open the eye slow it. You literally would shoot your [ __ ] out. It would literally burn. That's also called the evil eye. >> I said, "Oh, this is this is the evil eye. You can literally feel your you can't hold your [ __ ] if you do it right, but you shooting your visual your vision over to her." And it was crazy. I was just watching American Psycho. Everyone watched it for the third season 2:05:04 because they did the Marie Lavo thing and Angela Basset played it. That was that show. So, I'm on the third season watching it for real this time. And she's training a witch, another white witch, training another white witch. She said, "What you got to do is imagine and visualize him happier in the middle of the street and watch him do it." Now, they did the dramatic thing. She did it. He walked in the middle of the street. But the technique is sound. Remember again, there's a movie called The Master. The same dude directed it directed uh Boogie Nights, but the Joker We Phoenix is in it. People find it from that. It was on cable at one point, so you might be able to still get it free. Now, so with that being said, it shows you a lot of techniques in this book. I used to be on the train after work, rich getting off. So I would visualize the woman across from me nipples getting hard. Let 2:06:07 me tell you the first thing he says in this book is you need a buzzword or a trigger word that makes you happy. He said he [ __ ] with Clark Gable, you know, old ass [ __ ] He [ __ ] with Clark Gable. Clark Gable was on that dark side [ __ ] And he said uh he said Sammy too. He said Clark's mistake. He said when you think of a something like steak you're you start flooding with alkaline and alkaline is more electric and psychic. So that's the first thing you do. You think of your thing your your word. You know what mine was? Titties. Boom. And the first thing I started practicing was seeing if I could get an image of what kind of nipples had. Now, why so nasty? Because for guys, probably women too, they just don't admit it because they were trained not to. But if 2:07:09 if there's no consequences, they go to the club and sit on all the dicks they could >> for a cup of Hennessy. >> If no one said you're pregnant, VD, you're nasty, you're a [ __ ] if that didn't exist because we damn sure would doggy style every woman sitting at the bar while we drink our one cup of Hennessy. >> So why deny them that? You know what I'm saying? So, all right. Now, uh, so titties was mine. And I first started trying to see if I could pick up the kind of nipple. big big areas. The ones with all the bumps on the areas. The one with hair. The titties was you know flopping looking like eyes in the in the nose near the uh you know near the table. You know titties are smorgish board of colors, sizes, shapes. It's 2:08:10 like Willy Wonka of titties. Willy Willy Wonka. So now I'm I even if you're totally off point, even if you said, "See [ __ ] >> oh damn, I had this all wrong, but I'm still going to suck it." You know what I'm saying? Your effort is the key. There's another thing he'll say, "Look at a spot on the wall. Close your turn around, do a spin, close your close your eyes, and try to walk to the wall. See if you can touch the spot. Then do it from further away." see how far you get. It's not about touching the spot. It's about doing this [ __ ] >> So, it's exercises what you're doing. You got to understand that psychic powers your your your those centers are sleeping in you. >> So, they don't just wake up because you read a book. You have to exercise again. Just like if you got out of a coma, they've atrophied. You have to work your 2:09:11 legs. >> You know what I'm saying? and your muscle mass is down. So this [ __ ] has to be worked. These are techniques in working it. So then I would start trying started the shooting of the image and I would shoot the image where I wanted their nipples to grow or I wanted them to fall asleep on the train or I wanted them to fall asleep and open their legs so I can see what color their panties were. Why the sex? Yet again, for a guy, you're it's everything you think of all day. You you won't lose focus. Now, there's plenty of things I've done that went just beyond sex, but when you trying to get into some astral traveling, I was going to see all the chicks I could call and muster. So, that uh the hidic Jews, which their communities in New York, as you know, they get on the train, nothing but itch attacks. I knew how, for some reason, I knew how to make them itch. I would shoot I would 2:10:13 close the eyes, see them itching, and just open it slowly. Like, it's a you scry. You don't look straight at him. Like, even doing that, I'm looking at this picture like I could feel the energy leaving. It's pushing me back. It's incredible. But you gotta just PC muscle, but you're shooting it up with a breath. It's like you're pulling it up from your nuts. You're not pulling the thing. The more I did that, the more I think that tapped into that sexual energy. I started that was bringing the light up. Not really having physically my nuts off the bed and me doing the PC exercise. I was just shooting and visualizing the energy coming up. And that I think started the process. I can't bet on that [ __ ] You gonna have to you gonna you test the water right son because you might be like panic got me [ __ ] up right now. You know what I'm saying? So that was that's that's 2:11:15 big dog [ __ ] But so so far so good. I'll tell you that much. I lost your sound. Richard mic is muted. >> Yeah. My fault. Even even when you in the street panic and I might have mentioned this to you before when you're when you're a lot of times when you're thinking about somebody or say somebody's thinking about me or stared at me >> I automatically turn around and spot them right away so I catch them staring at me. So it's like before something in me realized that they were staring at me >> like they would they was hitting me with with some type of like beam or some [ __ ] and literally feel on a two-way street. You always think the eyes are receiving, but then you heard there's something called the evil eye >> that you can give off, >> but I'm sure there's books that you could, but I knew I found it. But yes, that's exactly it. You could pick up on the energy through the eyes. 2:12:15 >> You know what I'm saying? So now he's showing you just yet another way to energize the eyes to send a message. >> This book is [ __ ] bad. Yo, I'm telling you, it's [ __ ] bad. He shows your ass. And if you could get anything by Frank Rudolph Young, that's the author. There's some of his work full around. It's all old [ __ ] It's all about psychic powers, visualization, and how to strengthen yourself. you will become a one-man army >> out of this [ __ ] And then if you also add the astral traveling, forget about it. >> That's the receiving end. Once you keep [ __ ] with that, it's exercise. Exercise. Don't give up. Don't think it's about success. I was at Rich's house. Keep trying. People give up. They don't have faith in themsel. And then there's this little voice calling rich that says, "God is outside of you. 2:13:18 >> It ain't in you, son. >> And then and that voice is in you because you grew up in the church and that's all they told you. >> You didn't go through any rigorous training to unwind that [ __ ] right? >> All you went was with new information and said, "Oh, oh shoot. Well, I guess she's God >> and she's outside me. So, I gotta ask Oshune to give me something. >> Oh, I was doing this for Oshune to give me Oh, Oon allowed me to braid her hair in a dream. How many time that [ __ ] >> I'm like that [ __ ] hear that nappy. >> Y'all was saying [ __ ] like I had toss with Yim and Ya and Oon. All that [ __ ] is real. And I'm sitting there like, they're not people. And your mom's had sex. If you what the first know what the trick was and what Bobby did was the 2:14:20 first trick was trying to show you that you're peer-to-peer with them. >> You know, I talked to the gods and I cursed them out and I argue with them. He's trying to psychologically show you that you're peer-to-peer with them, >> but he's telling you as their personalities outside because in his that's all [ __ ] knew. So, I was fortunate coming after Bobby to be able to speak more on their inside of your ass, their energy signatures, their aspects of your mind, their their their formulas for you to [ __ ] with through your altar, through candle magic, through crystals, >> through breathing techniques, through meditation, through altars, through astral traveling, through chakra work, through goddamn Everything >> everything >> everything that you doing is a way to access >> access. You get what I'm saying? And 2:15:21 there's nothing that escapes it. And this to be a little bit arrogant is the last hope. Ain't none of Let's be real. Let's be real. And I'll do you one better. Let me just save y'all some time so I don't sound egotistical or arrogant. Bobby Hemet used to say to me, a cult will be the last man standing >> because everything comes out of it. And I know people don't want to hear that [ __ ] >> They feel what they got is what they got. >> But everything, if you're going to be healthy, you only should be health. You're healthy to do what? >> Study yourself. If >> you gonna be metaphysical, metaphysics is more of a description of the beyond, but not a how to get in and do hands-on. So, you talk about fractals, you talk about the Fibonacci code and the perfection of the numbers, but how do you access that [ __ ] >> How do you get into that [ __ ] There's 2:16:22 my boy Kasanova Rudd. >> Uh, let me I want to give his Instagram is that if that's cool. >> Yeah. Yeah. Go ahead. Go ahead. Uh, it's uh C A S A N O V A R U D. He was with Remember Super Love C and Casting Over Rud? Rudd turned out to be conscious. He was the DJ >> and Rud like night and day something turned on and this [ __ ] you ever see on in movies that [ __ ] 5 plus 5 7. He went crazy with numbers. He knew all this math [ __ ] Mathematicians is [ __ ] with this [ __ ] He's like, I don't know how it happened. >> He didn't know [ __ ] about none of this [ __ ] >> He draws these [ __ ] patterns. Go to his Instagram, Kasanova Rudd. Uh uh C A S A N O V A R U D. 2:17:23 >> And then that [ __ ] was called himself Nova. I said, "Damn, your god name was in that name." As much dumb [ __ ] we did in the 80s cuz we all was kind kind of collective together during that Duda James, you remember that old New York [ __ ] >> And so, so he was my [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] So, it's just good to see him conscious. But this [ __ ] something happened. He went crazy with numbers. Go see his [ __ ] You won't believe what he's drawing. This [ __ ] will draw patterns over the and find [ __ ] in the Last Supper >> like famous pictures. This [ __ ] you got to see this [ __ ] >> Kasanova Run. >> Casanova Rud. >> I'm checking that out. >> Yeah. When people are seeing he's saying the line is all around the corner. He has to figure something out. when I mentioned it before because when people see his work and you could scry into his work and he'll take your ass there. I 2:18:24 think he's going to start doing personal ones. He's still setting up shop, but go see his work now. Um what was we saying before that? But uh uh yeah, so I I guess Psychommancy I I guess I was saying The Secret of Psychic Power Control by Frank Rudolph Young. Like I said, nowadays most people are savvy enough to get uh >> PDFs. >> So I barely say I got it and I sell it. I do. If you're too lazy >> or you just want to support, I appreciate that, too. I send it to you as a PDF, so it's immediate. And um >> message I send it to you as a PDF and it's immediate. But I'm not sweating it. If you you know, if you feel like you should have it for free and you know how to hunt, happy hunting. I'm I'm glad you 2:19:24 should get it. But um I think it's a very pivotal book. You know what I'm saying? along with that astral traveling book. That'll put your [ __ ] in the game. >> Put you straight in the game. >> All right, let's get to one last question, family. Once again, I want to thank all of you for staying with us. >> Got I got to watch this one again. I got to watch this one again. Uh I think this is a good way to end it. Uh let me put this on the screen. >> Okay. >> Love the universe wants to know, "How do we make this lifetime our last experience on Earth?" Panic, >> it's it's all in your head. Think about this question for a second, Rich. >> How do we make this our last experience on Earth? Yet again, another backwards question saying you're not God. >> People don't believe it, Rich. And that's what I'm trying to tell you. If you read behind the question, if you knew you were God, you would say, "Well, 2:20:25 I'm just not coming back on Earth. M >> I'm in control. Even if you don't say the word God, I'm in control of self. That means you must believe just by saying that somebody's putting you here. That that's that complex we have that white people put in our head through mind control that they're sinister >> and there's a sinister evil invisible hand always working. And to an extent it is, but then there are people who make that incredibly large for you to have that same mentality during your spirituality. How do we make this lifetime our last experience on earth? Just don't come back. How do you make this the last time you [ __ ] that ugly girl from school? You just stop [ __ ] 2:21:26 her, son. Would you think about that? Would you ask me that? >> How do I stop [ __ ] this girl? Panic. >> You would be like, "Nigga, that's such a stupid thing." Because >> I just stop because I know what to do. So, you have to get to a point in your study, in your spirituality, where you feel you know what to do. How do I not come back? Cuz I just ain't coming back. How you not coming back? Because you said you're not coming back. The first thing you need to understand is your mind is in control of it all. You got to understand the stuff I've been teaching for years, Bobb's been teaching, brother Phil about go and others, many others about going into self, >> going into the darkness, going within. So when you die, you have no body. So the darkness represent that which was is within yourself. And then with KL, I did 2:22:28 that meditation that night. That's what we're talking about that I forgot. >> And then I seen a little golden light >> and I knew that was him. If you walk towards the light, >> you walk towards the operating room, >> a birthing room. Again, >> you don't want to walk towards the light. you want to walk towards the darkness which was within and I found KL >> to come with me and then I met him up with my boy Lou said I got him then I went to sleep then he came back doing excited yo I didn't know we were uh Egyptian you know he wasn't conscious or nothing I didn't know we was Egyptian man I said yeah [ __ ] he said yo Louis showing me all of this and there still is he thought life was overm M >> like any other human and he seen there was more to it. But usually the average human would have to struggle in the astral world cuz the astral world is a part of this. 2:23:31 >> Listen closely. What I found out and I'm remembering this now like as I'm telling stories I remember the wisdom from it that those who have helped spirits when they die the spirits are there for them. So remember Lou was there for KL because Lou named the group Screw Ball. And while we were filming >> laying next to all the girls, Screw Ball, Screw Ball, Screw Ball, Screw Ball, Lou said it woke him up cuz when he got shot at 23 with green eyes, the whole hood is a shame. >> And he had green eyes. You know how many girls he would have got? He said all that was a magnetic pull that kept him in the astral world. M >> said he was like a lo it it be there's a real saga of the lost boy where they can't move on and they can't come back. The soul is there. So they they're like sleeping in the astral world because now they're magnetized to what [ __ ] said. Look at all the girls he was going to get. So because they don't have the mind 2:24:34 strength. They're so young and they haven't learned how to control their mind. When they say [ __ ] like how do we make ourselves stop in another lifetime? That's just is another saying you don't control your own [ __ ] mind. >> So because Lou can control his mind, the hood controlled it for him and created a heaven for him with a lot of girls in the astral world. So when we started doing all of this in front of the girls, we woke him up. He was able to see. He said then he was able to move on by us kept invoking his name around all the sexual energy. I was like, "Oh, [ __ ] you welcome." And I thought that was it. That KL died like two days later. Lou, why didn't you tell me? It don't work like that, but get him to me. Got him to Lou. >> About four to five months later, KL came through. He said, "Yo, I'm chilling. We about to go see Richard Prior." They have universes. I could tell you [ __ ] about that all day, too. [ __ ] like Gerald Levert's voice is a 2:25:35 universe. >> Oh, [ __ ] If you want like going to see his CD is going to visit his worlds. He took Bob did a song. It was about Gerald Levert. I think >> it was called It was called Gerald Levert, wasn't it? >> Called Gerald Levert. Yeah, it was called Gerald Levert. >> Yes, that was it. And so it was dedicated to Gerald Levert. We got some bird and they was doing bird sounds and birds in the video. We got some bird liquor. It was the Aashic weekend. He poured to Gerald. Soon as we took the mushrooms on the second day, Gerald hit me hard. I'm on that chase, this [ __ ] And Gerald brought me to his world. And I remember saying to him, cuz you know, you still got your human mind. Yo, the architecture, the [ __ ] some of this shit's upside down, [ __ ] He's like, "Yo," he said, "This ain't" He said, "This ain't uh this ain't the third dimension." He said, "This is me. This is what is encompassed in my talent in 2:26:38 the body exist as a place you visit of beauty. So you know how we put on a Gerald Levert CD and we in that Gerald Levert mood >> your moms will be like that. She put on some shy lights or something >> and then you come in the house. Come on Richard, dance for me. You know what I'm saying? >> I'm saying make you just do that slow dance with her. All right, get out of here. you don't want to dance, right? >> So, she's in that zone, if you will. >> That zone, you can go see it. You can go experience it like like a world. >> And it's Gerald Levert or whoever Richard Pride. Comedians have a whole thing. Scholars have a whole thing. uh uh scholars, uh comedians, uh singers and performers, any creative thing in a category, it exists where you see it as an experience and you could 2:27:41 just be there. >> You know what I'm saying? You could live in that place if you want. There's no time. >> So it's like hanging out with Gerald Levert CD until you're tired. So >> he told he and they invite you to to certain other worlds, deeper worlds. And he was showing me a deeper world and told me uh he was telling me VB has residence there for just singing that song to him. So he dedicated this to Lou and Lou took his ass out the astral world. Most of us scream ancestors, but we don't do nothing for them. We do something to get something back. >> We think it's a system of begging for rent money, a system to beg for your boss to get off your back, a system for money. It's not that. What do you do for them and just salute >> or for somebody and just salute? And 2:28:42 that's what KL did from his heart. named the band Screw Ball. When he told me, I said, "Oh, because Lou was like my little [ __ ] I didn't know his street name." I said, "I didn't know that was Lou." He said, "Yeah, that was Lou." He said, "I named the band that and fought for it. I wanted to honor Lou. Lou's artwork was on the back." I said, "You gave me a copy without artwork. I never seen that." And Lou said, "When KL died, bring them to me." Lou was already dead since the 80s. took him right out the astral world because you could get caught up there as part of the illusion. Remember in the beginning I said it could be a hell. >> Watch the movie What Dreams May Come. It is a perfect description of the astral world and what happens when you die. >> Robin William, well their kids die. The mother has a nervous breakdown. Her husband was the last string that was holding them together. Robin Williams, he dies. So they show you in the astral world. Cuba Jr. is hosting him. And long 2:29:43 story short, they said, "See this world? You made it. This is your idea of heaven." >> He said, "This is a painting that me and my wife bought at a flea market that we thought was the most peaceful thing. It was hanging in our for you, you know, dining room or whatever." >> Said, "Well, you're living in it now. Your idea of heaven." Then when he went to visit his daughter, as he's talking to her, she's the Chinese lady, so he thinks he's just talking to her. Then he recognized, he started remembering a toy she had >> and she was in that world of her toy. Then Kub Cuba Gidden Jr. said, "Look, when we're together, listen closely to this. When we're together, we're co-creating." They're in the astral world. When we're together, we're co-creating, but this is your world. So I could go back to my world and make whatever I want, but I can come here and work with you on some [ __ ] So that's how we still have sex in the astral world. >> So there is another consciousness 2:30:46 or those things have the okay remember I said all your personalities in the astral world once you die all of them now become one >> in in your spirit. >> There's no reason for your body to snatch it as it needs it. So now they all exist in the astral world. They come together as one now. >> So your girl could call on your sexual spirit or your angry spirit or or people who knew you in whatever context >> to do that, right? And and you can say it came at one, but >> they're probably calling on them individually because they all exist there, >> but you know, separately in their own world or whatever. But now, um, or maybe not, or maybe it comes at one, doesn't matter. Now, um, so KL came said he's about to go see Richard Prior. I'm like, damn, [ __ ] you living it up. He said, "Let me tell you something. Remember those herbs you used to smoke?" Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. The 2:31:46 ones I made up. He said, "Put some more of that together and start selling it." >> Never, [ __ ] Remember, he's the he was the ultimate hustler. They eulogized him with hustle like just saluting him that >> that'll never work. [ __ ] are going to hand this [ __ ] back in droves. You know what I'm saying? Cuz it work your mind. You It doesn't do it for you. It's a tool. >> You already know the rest of >> it. Change change your life, right? That change >> life changing. And that's from KL because I got him through the astral world. >> Through the astral world. Wow. >> It's not See, >> and this was connected to his soul cuz he was freshly dead. So his soul was moved on. He now he loved the universe would not have known 2:32:47 how to not come back. you know better. >> You should know better. He doesn't know any better. So, he had people to help and he was looking for me. And then I got confirmation. There was a a girl who uh uh uh I'm not going to say her name, but y you probably know her. Uh she uh she was like, "Yo, I seen your she called me. Yo, I seen your friend in the spirit world." Since I was guiding people through and your friend showed up and he said, "Yo, where's panic?" As soon as he said that, you came through the room and snatched them. She didn't know I did that ritual that night. I said, "Oh, this [ __ ] is on it." You know what I'm saying? >> So, the astral world is a little bit tricky when you die because your soul does leave the body with you if your soul is even here. My soul is not on earth. 2:33:48 >> I'm reflecting myself from a star. Remember Bobby used to always do that [ __ ] You go outside and you can see that star. >> It always follows me. >> When C Freeman died, we talk. There's another name for it. Not Avatar. There's a there's another more spiritually kind of name that they call it, but in this Hindu [ __ ] that once you did all of this, you know, not to have your soul fall back into to humanity cuz you really could get lost climbing back out, but you know how to reflect yourself like an avatar, your consciousness. >> So when I die, I don't have to go through all of that. Bobby Wood and certain others I would say you know what I'm saying many of us who were on this side of the game probably you two if I would have telling the story you know what I'm saying >> and you judge by heart you judge by heart riches like I said standup guy more than so now 2:34:48 so uh what was I saying oh so what the [ __ ] was I saying, "Well, I can say this. I can't like that's when I'm in the spirit when I just be losing what the [ __ ] I'm saying." Uh, when my pops went already had experience with KL, so I knew I could get a [ __ ] out. Ready for this, Dad? >> He was like, "No, no, I'm coming back." It was almost like it's no thing to him. So, while it may be a big thing for us because we thinking of the Bills, remember this is still a hologram, a dream world. >> So, when you get on that other side, you may be going, "No, I didn't get what I needed yet. >> I don't care about that. This bodies ain't real. When I die, the real me is chilling. Nothing never happened. I'm just putting on a suit." But when you in that suit, oh [ __ ] here they come again with these masks, these vaccines. when 2:35:49 you're in the suit. >> No, the white man. >> So, I get that. And everybody wants to die and not come back. But my father came back before I even said anything. My nephew had a son. My sister's grandchild. It's my father. Ain't no She said this [ __ ] before I even got a chance. >> Everything. You know what I'm saying? It's I It's him. He came back like you said. And you just we we got to understand we are of a divine mind and there's levels in our mind. There's unconscious, subconscious, and conscious. Sometimes they can they mix unconscious and subconscious together, but Carl Yung kind of separated the unconscious a little bit more and talked about the unconscious collective and certain attributes of the unconscious mind. You know how to breathe, blink, and do all of these things. Either you could attribute it to the demiurge creating this body or you creating it 2:36:53 and making agreements in sciences with these functions and you don't remember how you don't need to remember or think about blinking >> do it. What part of your thinking is that coming from in your brain? What part of that that comes from? There's a part that is unconscious of your blinking until you be until you pay attention to it. You understand what I'm saying? That unconscious part also said, "I'm going to choose this mother. I'm going to do this work. I'mma do that." When you get here, you don't know. So now you get to the other side and you remember a bigger part of your purpose. the reason you came down here in the first place >> and you always knew it was a two-parter >> [ __ ] Or you may be like, "Shit, [ __ ] >> [ __ ] that. That [ __ ] was fun, [ __ ] It's not real." >> Or you may wake up in a total recall bed and [ __ ] go, "Nigga, it's 2014. You 2:37:53 don't [ __ ] know." You know what I'm saying? And the things that you got to do are in you. You got no one can tell you. You got to look under every stone to come up with what you come up with because at the end with whatever you come up with in your mind will be absolute fact. So you got to read behind your psyche when you say how do we make this lifetime our last experience on earth. You tell yourself that first. You need to tell yourself that you can tell yourself that and then you need to tell yourself that. >> You haven't got to the point where you convince yourself that you can do what you want to do. >> I How do we do that? All you have to do now is go on YouTube and listen to a [ __ ] 18hour lecture I did called How to Die and Not Come Back by What the Pyramid Text and what they said. So there's in I've given instructions on what to do, but the the but you still 2:38:56 coming back on instructions if you're not if you think something is guiding your ass >> that you need to go to the left so you don't get [ __ ] up. >> No, you go you go you go you you'll know what to do when you convince yourself that you know everything is in you. >> Excellent. Excellent. Excellent answer, my brother. That's that's why he's that's why he's the goat. That's why he's out here, family. >> That see I'm starting to get souped up now. I'm g tell you why. Because there's so many lecturers that are gone now. >> And I we coming up on like 13 years or so that I've been speaking. So now I'm starting to become not the side [ __ ] as much. And now I kind of start to know what Bobby and Phil felt felt like when they start because remember we the ones that started calling them masters, >> master teachers and all elders. >> So now I'm starting to hear that a little bit more. 2:39:57 >> So now I can see you start to be this guy. >> Yeah. Yeah. Bless you. I like it. >> You know you know before nah five plus five you got to do that. you got to do then when you go back then you now it's like yeah beloved I love you just keep up the good >> yes beloved >> facts >> I don't want to become too souped up >> I hear you I hear you my brother leave leave your contact information one more time for the people before we get out of here >> all right y'all all know me so it's easy to find me if you Google brother panic the first page is everything I got there's Instagram it's like broan. Oh, no. It's B R T H A Brother Panic. P A N I C. So, B R O T H A P A N I C is Brother Panic. I have a Patreon, of course. Y'all need to join for exclusive content, 2:40:57 which I'm going to put some more up soon. I'm looking to put more Eye Opener up. I just got to make CDs. I got a shitload of tapes still, Rich. I still got all those T >> and uh so exclusive content patreon.combrotherpanic um you can get my Facebook my website is a cult lectures occur l e cct tur.com there you could connect to my wife's website readings s a m i D I'm sorry. Let me do that over. S A M DI Re A D I N G-S.com. There she does her readings, her classes, her workshops, chakras, aashic, and a whole heap of [ __ ] you need to see. Everyone should know Cada by now and see what she got going on on her 2:41:59 site. You can connect to it through mine, which is a cult lectures. My YouTube is the same thing. A cult lectures cash app I guess is the last one. Dollar sign. Brother Pan B R O T H E R P A N. Hit me up. Keep the lights on, son. Everything counts and helps. And I always appreciate you guys. I always appreciate Rich's for forum. I always appreciate my brother Rich. It's very hard for me to say no to brother Rich. He's always been there and he's that guy. It's very hard for me to say no. Even if he ain't do [ __ ] for me, it's hard for me to say no. He's just a good guy. So, I'm always there for he knows it. And you know, I always enjoy it. I always enjoy your questions. And you know, again, it still still is and always will be my honor to be here, Rich, on your on your show. >> Thank you, my brother. Once again, thank you to Panic. Thank you for everybody in the room. 2:43:00 Brother Rich, Brother Panic, we signing our family peace. Have a good night. >> Peace, guys. Thanks for coming, guys.