0:07 Oh yeah. 0:11 All right, 0:12 we're going to do it here. [ __ ] that 0:15 live [ __ ] I keep getting uh 0:18 cut off. So, we going to do the whole 0:20 thing here. What's going on? And what 0:24 I'm teaching is today is you are 0:26 basically food and you need to 0:29 understand what it is you're doing down 0:32 here and what it is you are. 0:35 All right. So let's start from the 0:36 beginning. Um 0:40 we can start here now. 0:46 Your chickens, your cows 0:49 do not know 0:51 that they are food. 0:56 They have no idea. Their only existence, 0:58 let's say a chicken or a cow, 1:01 is to feed you. They have no other use. 1:05 It's not like you see chickens running 1:07 around in the forest 1:10 on the Serengeti, bunch of wild 1:12 chickens. 1:14 They are dumb down turkeys 1:17 made for one and one purpose, to eat 1:20 humans. to be hot wings. 1:24 But the chicken doesn't know that. 1:28 It thinks its whole existence 1:33 is whatever the [ __ ] a chicken thinks 1:37 its purpose 1:39 eat [ __ ] off the floor, [ __ ] other 1:41 chickens. There's no idea that 1:44 ultimately 1:45 it's born for the sole purpose for us. 1:50 So 1:55 our ego doesn't usually allow us to 1:59 think of ourselves in such a demeaning 2:02 way. 2:04 But the reality is to get straight to 2:07 it. You are a food source. 2:10 You are a food source. 2:13 You're not eating physically. Your 2:16 energy is fed off of constantly. 2:21 The human body is nothing but a tool to 2:26 trap a energy in to start creating 2:29 things. 2:30 Those things are called we'll say 2:34 elixirs 2:36 but chemicals that the body makes 2:40 chemicals that the organs make 2:44 based upon either love or fear. 2:48 It's clear 2:50 it must be more of a delicacy to have 2:54 these fear-based emotions and fear-based 2:57 elixir and chemicals 3:00 created in the human body 3:03 for these archons to feed off of. So 3:08 just like we eat chickens, 3:11 they feed or eat off of the emotions 3:16 that they help to inspire. 3:20 This is a earth is a feeding ground. 3:23 This matrix is a feeding ground. You are 3:26 being fed off of 3:28 based upon your energy. So let's think 3:32 about something logical. I started doing 3:34 this in the live, but let's just get it 3:37 all into one sitting. 3:40 If we're doing something as simple as 3:42 this, moving our head, 3:45 this takes energy. 3:47 This takes energy. What gets stronger if 3:51 we visualize? I see a ball here that I'm 3:55 holding and moving. And then that ball 3:58 could represent 3:59 anger 4:01 or happiness. So let's say happiness. I 4:05 have a big ball of happiness 4:07 and I swallow it. Why do they tell you 4:10 to do meditations like that? Many like 4:13 that with deep visualizations. 4:16 Because the ancients understood with 4:19 your thoughts and your movements, 4:22 you're actually dealing with energy. 4:25 In this case, I just took what I deem to 4:29 be happiness, my visualization, my 4:32 energy that I see happiness, and I 4:34 consumed it. 4:36 Or I could take what I consider waste, 4:40 dark, evil, disgusting, pain, blah blah 4:45 blah, rolling in the ball, and push it 4:47 away. 4:49 And there's something that even wants to 4:51 eat off of that. So there's different 4:54 entities 4:56 that were created or created through the 4:58 mind that need to feed 5:08 >> that need to feed. 5:10 They need to feed ferociously. 5:13 So 5:17 you have to go back into the mythology 5:19 to understand a little bit about the 5:22 story of how this came into being. They 5:25 show you in movies like Jupiter 5:27 Ascending 5:29 uh Dark City. 5:32 They even showed in Stargate that Ra is 5:35 this old vampire, this old entity. 5:39 They showed in 5:41 Ash of the Titans one and two that the 5:44 gods were dying because the humans 5:47 weren't praying to them. They showed you 5:50 in 5:54 what's that Showtime movie about the 5:56 gods. 5:58 Cadia, what's that movie on? What's that 6:00 TV show on Showtime? 6:04 >> What's that TV show on Showtime talking 6:06 about the gods? What's the name of it? 6:08 American Gods. 6:09 >> American Gods. Thanks. 6:13 American Gods where they're having this 6:15 debate, the new gods versus the old gods 6:18 and pretty much who gets the humans 6:22 attention so they can feed 6:26 off the human, 6:29 right? 6:31 They tell you all the time what it is 6:33 you're doing down here. So in the 6:37 mythology you have 6:39 uh to make it quick and you can go on 6:42 YouTube and find Gnostic mythology. They 6:44 have there's this pristine god the 6:46 creator of it all that that [ __ ] and 6:50 creates these eight gods under him. Then 6:52 you also have the eight god in Egyptian 6:55 pantheon. At the very bottom was Sophia, 6:58 the great mother who couldn't see or 7:01 have direct access to that pure energy 7:05 or that pure light. She has a a a child 7:10 out of without the divine spirit. It 7:13 becomes this bastard birth. She tried to 7:15 get rid of it. She threw it in the 7:17 abyss. And in the abyss, 7:21 this thing creates this ego 7:24 and creates this world to serve him as 7:27 the Lord Almighty. That world he created 7:31 of course was here. 7:33 And on that world to worship him, he 7:36 created a system called nature. The [ __ ] 7:40 y'all trying to be. I'm a natural black 7:43 man and black woman and all the rest of 7:45 that crap. Nature is nothing more than a 7:49 food eating circle that will never end. 7:52 It's called the food chain and it's 7:55 based upon predator and prey. So it's 7:58 based upon certain elixir as the hunter 8:01 and the predator that come into play and 8:04 then certain certain elixir that are 8:08 fearbased that happens to let's say the 8:10 zebra as prey 8:13 and that energy is fed upon by this god 8:19 called Jehovah Yahweh this demiurge now 8:23 in the mythology there's he eventually 8:27 comes into 8:30 a session with these archons 8:34 or these so-called evil angelic forces 8:38 called archons 8:40 and the archons pretty much show him how 8:42 to turn it up a level because in the 8:45 middle of all of this the great mother 8:48 Sophia who's created this bastard birth 8:51 said oh [ __ ] this is [ __ ] up and 8:54 partition that that one divine source 9:00 for his sparks of light to endow it in 9:03 one of the animals on the planet to 9:05 change or to try to fix or balance out 9:09 the floor. That animal of course was man 9:11 and those divine sparks was the soul. So 9:14 that's where you get I'm a jealous god 9:16 because the soul is older 9:19 than the actual god who's 9:23 supposed to have lord over you and 9:25 creator of this matrix. 9:28 So this archon is a old race of 9:32 [ __ ] and this old race of 9:34 [ __ ] said we know how to get 9:37 since you set this up right. We know how 9:39 to get this feeding on. We can create 9:43 through what they do. 9:46 We know how to work up against the soul. 9:49 So the soul's idea is to build and 9:51 transform ultimately to find out the 9:54 nature of self. I.e. this is how the 9:57 soul gets back home. They showed it in 10:01 the TV show Deep Space 9. 10:05 Star Trek Deep Space 9. There was four 10:08 versions or five versions of Star Trek. 10:10 You want DSpace 9 when they were at 10:12 space station where in the last season 10:16 one of the characters finds out who he 10:19 is and his origin and they ultimately 10:22 tell him we send a piece of us all 10:25 around the universe and see who comes 10:28 back. When they come back we get the 10:30 information without even leaving. 10:33 So this divine spark is the same concept 10:36 is this pool of divine original source 10:39 light. When they say it's a big bang or 10:41 explosion, that's all around the 10:42 universe called souls. And those souls 10:45 have nothing but the desire to come back 10:50 home once they get of a certain level of 10:53 consciousness. And even then, even the 10:56 most ignorant uh uh black man or black 10:59 women, they still want to know, but they 11:03 satisfy themselves with Jesus and or 11:06 maybe Buddha or the arishes or whatever. 11:08 But something minimum still wanted to 11:10 know there's what's calling them isn't 11:12 strong enough yet for it to be as 11:16 conscious as perhaps you but it's 11:18 calling them nonetheless. 11:20 And 11:24 the archons understand that you'll have 11:27 that need to do it and you'll be doing 11:29 it from pretty much a place of ignorance 11:32 and you'll you'll be moving on 11:34 inspiration. You'll be moving on 11:36 intuition as opposed to absolute 11:39 knowing. And you will know and you will 11:41 reveal, but you also have the potential, 11:44 as we did, to forget it all again. 11:47 And what they're doing is exploiting 11:49 that ignorance. That ignorance is 11:52 because the human body was created for 11:55 nothing more than a a feeding tube, a 11:59 feeding apparatus. So your soul or that 12:01 divine spark that is trapped in the body 12:04 now creates but it creates in this 12:08 prison. So it turns out in many 12:11 different ways. It turns out is rap 12:12 music and pyramids and and double dutch 12:16 and pig latin and all that other fly 12:18 [ __ ] But all of that is energy. And 12:21 while this is happening archons like 12:24 vampires can feed off of that. You know 12:26 what I'm saying? Now you got 12:29 So where do white people come in with 12:32 all of this? White people are a 12:36 representation of that archon vampiric 12:39 energy. Now 1% of white people know who 12:42 and exactly what the [ __ ] they are and 12:45 they know exactly what they're working 12:47 for. 12:48 This was revealed when they got the 12:51 language of the angels or the Anakian 12:54 language. The Anukian language 12:57 actually I think it is. When they got 12:59 this language in the story, uh, one of 13:04 those guys channeled John D or whatever 13:07 channeled some entities and the entities 13:11 pretty much put them on and these are 13:13 the archons talking. They said, "You can 13:16 get as powerful as us once you 13:18 understand nuclear uh fusion or whatever 13:22 it was some something on that level. You 13:24 couldn't find that out." And what they 13:26 were saying was you are a vampiric 13:29 physical race, our children pretty much. 13:33 And you can eventually get to where we 13:37 are. You can become a cosmic vampire as 13:40 they are now down here on Earth. Hey, 13:43 what's up, sweetie? 13:46 >> Hey, what's up? Saying what's up to 13:48 grandpa. 13:51 Give me some sugar, mama. 13:53 [Music] 13:57 She look like she mad. 14:00 So, 14:02 they are a vampiric race. 14:06 Hold on. 14:08 Hold on. 14:10 Oh, what the just? Yo, 14:13 what you doing, son? Come here for a 14:15 second. 14:17 Come here now. Let me see something. I 14:18 got to tell you something. 14:21 >> Look. Look. Let me see. 14:24 >> Can I see? Can I just see? 14:28 >> Hold on. Hold before you take him out. I 14:30 just want to see. You know what I'm 14:31 saying? 14:33 >> You know what I mean? 14:35 >> Ladies first. Ladies first. Ladies 14:38 first. 14:40 Got them Queen Latifah braids. Why you 14:42 Why you act like that? All right. So, 14:46 they pretty much told these white folks 14:49 in that thing that you can be like us. 14:52 You just got to learn and learn. Pretty 14:54 much you have to pay your dues down here 14:56 as junior vampires. Now, like I said, 14:59 most white people don't know that. They 15:02 you and you kind of need white people 15:04 who know, let's say 1% need that other 15:09 white people to believe in this [ __ ] 15:12 because if they truly believe in it as 15:16 ghouls, then black people tend to 15:19 believe in it. You know what I'm saying? 15:21 Um, but 15:25 so we're not talking that the the whole 15:27 white race is aware and that they're 15:29 into this sinister plot. What we're 15:32 talking about, what I'm talking about is 15:35 that their nature is what's tells you 15:39 who their fathers are. They have a very 15:42 vampiric nature. Um, even the best of 15:46 what they have to offer is greedy. They 15:48 want to stay around rap. They they'll 15:50 they want to eat your peach cobbler and 15:53 and your collard greens and and ask how 15:57 the chicken is made. What's in the 15:59 recipe? Like it's really, you know what 16:02 I'm saying? They they they just want to 16:04 do they want to stand on the 50 yard 16:06 line and touch the women and walk in it 16:08 without their shoes on. It's like they 16:11 they need to get all they can from you 16:14 because they're learning at a very 16:16 elementary elementary level. The ones 16:20 who came to Earth, they're going to 16:22 archon school pretty much how to feed or 16:27 that's what they do in business. That's 16:29 what they do in they murder this 16:31 environment. They suck off of 16:33 everything. They eat everything. TJ, 16:37 remember, I gotta finish this uh tape. 16:40 They feed off everything. They eat off 16:43 of everything. So, they're learning at a 16:45 very uh age their nature. And here for 16:49 the white people on Earth is where they 16:51 deal with or they learn morality and how 16:55 worthless it is. So you can see they're 16:58 the most 17:01 on the planet with the they they have 17:04 the least 17:06 by their own definition of morality. The 17:09 least of it because that's actually what 17:12 they're learning how to do. How to feed 17:15 off of things without having 17:19 remorse. You get what I'm saying? Now us 17:22 the other way, we have cultivated 17:23 something else. Love. So we don't and 17:26 we've and we have the tools to create 17:29 our own energy to feed off of. We don't 17:32 need to feed off others. And don't mean 17:34 [ __ ] ain't doing it. Um but that's the 17:37 key. That's a white folks are a 17:40 reflection of archon energy and they're 17:43 trying to graduate down here. You'll see 17:46 they want to suck off of you. So each 17:49 time 17:51 you can't pay your rent, trying to find 17:54 a job, trying to maintain your job, have 17:57 another [ __ ] kid, uh cut off the gas 18:01 bill, 18:03 Donald Trump, Obama. All of these things 18:07 inspire emotion, therefore inspire 18:11 energy that can be fed off of. You're a 18:14 delicacy. Like I think I was saying in 18:17 the first one, all of this 18:20 is energy. And if you remember in third 18:22 grade, energy does not die. It has to go 18:26 somewhere once I stop moving my hand. 18:30 Something wants to eat off of that. But 18:31 a complex and something will. But and 18:35 and really when it eats off of it, it 18:37 shits it out. So the energy keeps moving 18:39 and something eats that shield and some 18:41 eats that transformation. It just never 18:44 ends. There's this one P. There's this 18:46 big pool of energy. It's just where you 18:49 stand on the food chain. And since you 18:51 down here suffering, paying the rent, 18:54 going through diabetes, high blood 18:56 pressure, got to get a haircut, that got 18:59 to sit on the toilet, you you're being 19:02 fed off of something else, something 19:04 that's vampiric. That's why you're down 19:07 here so ignorant. You don't really even 19:09 know if none of this history actually 19:11 happened. You could just be caught in a 19:13 trap somewhere 19:15 thinking you 19:17 going through life, but you just going 19:20 through a dream while something has 19:23 their hooks in your ass eating you. 19:25 Think of Jupiter Rising. They put the 19:27 [ __ ] to sleep and was feeding 19:29 off of that elixir and they said, "This 19:31 [ __ ] gives us everlasting life." 19:34 Think of Dark City. We're trying to 19:37 figure out the science of the soul, the 19:39 science of the light. So until we figure 19:42 it out, we got to eat off of these 19:43 dudes. These dudes got to show us. So 19:46 they built a little matrix 19:48 and they kept these these people 19:50 couldn't get out of it. They kept trying 19:52 to get to Shell Beach the same way you 19:54 trying to get to heaven. 19:57 But you don't go nowhere. 20:00 You know that you the Egyptians told you 20:03 the idea is to die and not come back or 20:07 in other words die and no longer be a 20:09 [ __ ] food source 20:12 for this [ __ ] that you're under. But 20:15 it's but you you can only escape through 20:17 one way through freeing your mind 20:20 through understanding through your mind. 20:22 They cannot control your mind. It's 20:24 where they get that saying from. Satan 20:26 can't or doesn't do anything. He 20:30 inspires you for certain behavior. They 20:33 do the same thing. So when you pray, 20:36 you're actually asking the archon for 20:38 help. You're saying, "Archon, I know 20:41 you're feeding off of me and that's why 20:43 the rent's due and this is done and 20:45 that's falling apart. I'm about to go to 20:48 jail. I ain't getting no [ __ ] D all of 20:51 these things. I know you're feeding off 20:53 me, but please, Archon, 20:56 give me a break." So even when you ask 20:59 in the Mariticas who Bobby Hammonds told 21:02 you, I'll tell you straight to your face 21:04 are no longer on your side. Their 21:06 energies are now feeding off of you 21:09 because your mind allowed yourself to 21:11 become a meal for them. The deities were 21:14 all created by us. There's no way it 21:17 couldn't have been. Like no one was 21:20 sitting there. Somebody named Hu came 21:21 down said boom, you [ __ ] was doing 21:24 nothing. But hi, I'm Oshune. I'm oon and 21:28 let me give you something to do and 21:29 here's my mythology. No, we made that to 21:32 try to explain our existence. And we're 21:35 so ignorant of it, we are now serving 21:38 that, therefore feeding it. And it has a 21:42 consciousness. It is not sitting in the 21:45 sky 21:48 worrying about if you're good or bad, if 21:49 you're naughty or nice. 21:52 Oshune is not pleased with my behavior. 21:56 That's not what that means. That means 21:59 because of our consciousness, we created 22:04 Oshu. 22:05 So if we say she's there to serve us as 22:08 a love goddess, then that energy will. 22:12 But if we say we're there to serve it 22:14 and hope she doesn't uh get us get hope 22:17 we don't make her mad or she allows us 22:20 to brush her hair, then we are now 22:22 feeding that. 22:25 We are not feeding and we're not 22:27 remember everything's an energy 22:28 exchange. So the sacrifice you give. So 22:31 the idea is you give this to something 22:33 and they give you something back. Now 22:35 we're just giving this to something and 22:36 hoping they're not mad at us, whatever 22:38 the [ __ ] that means. And that energy 22:41 will react and we will interpret it that 22:43 way because that energy is just reacting 22:47 to what your mind is. 22:50 So somewhere along the line through the 22:52 ego there was a corrupt thought that 22:54 created this vampiric race because we 22:57 are the creator of all things and they 23:00 cannot 23:01 do what we do. They cannot do what we 23:05 do. So but they do need what we got. 23:09 So 23:11 as I pointed out their only 23:15 way of controlling is by creating 23:18 scenario 23:19 and your reaction to that scenario is 23:21 totally yours is always been yours. 23:24 That's the key to the [ __ ] You got the 23:26 you got to willingly give him the food. 23:29 So in other words, we say it all the 23:32 time. If a chicken is running, you catch 23:34 his ass. The meat is stiff. He's scared. 23:37 The fear shot through his body right 23:39 before you kill him. But what if the 23:42 chicken was not in fear when it gave you 23:45 a when it gave you his meal? Well, I bet 23:47 you that meat will be [ __ ] tender. 23:51 So, what they need you is to be willing 23:54 to give it up. And and uh but I I think 23:57 your fear is what they do want. What 24:00 they don't want is your awareness. I 24:04 think that spoils the meat because 24:08 you'll see the more you become aware 24:10 what I'm teaching you right now, the 24:12 more you'll see the humanity has laid 24:15 off. You're not a good food source 24:17 anymore. See, Bobby Hemtt was trying to 24:20 tell you the secrets. I've been trying 24:21 to tell you the secrets of how not to be 24:23 a food source. And that is simply by 24:27 trying to become if the blanket 24:30 statement would be less human. How you 24:33 do it? There's particular ways you have 24:35 to start divorcing yourself from the 24:37 emotional traps and reactions that they 24:41 give you. An obvious trap would be 24:44 Trayvon Martin 24:46 and Trump, but another trap would be to 24:50 give you something that's in your favor. 24:53 You can see the conscious [ __ ] 24:55 now, especially in New York, all they do 24:57 is talk about the white man. They give 25:00 so much energy to that and they believe 25:03 that they're actually destroying his 25:05 [ __ ] They believe that they digging him 25:07 out, busting him out. I ain't [ __ ] the 25:10 white man. But they actually talk about 25:12 him so much that they that remember all 25:16 he is is a symbol for a certain amount 25:19 of elixir to boil up. Even if it's the 25:22 Malcolm X or the Tupac elixir in you 25:26 that boils up, it's a food source. See, 25:29 because the idea is not to be I hate it 25:32 or I love it to be in the middle. Like, 25:34 you know, people say panic, he really 25:36 hates humanity. I don't hate humanity 25:38 neither. Hate is is is on the other side 25:42 of what you're trying to say. I'm not. 25:45 If you're saying Panic doesn't love 25:46 humanity, I do not love humanity. You 25:49 know what I'm saying? The entities that 25:51 are having a human experience, I have 25:53 compassion and love for them. I have 25:56 love for their need to escape this 25:59 [ __ ] holocaust that they're in. 26:03 But pro-humanity, not at all. Because I 26:06 understand being pro-h humanity puts me 26:09 in a feeding system. But here's the 26:11 trick. Being antihumanity does the same 26:14 thing. So I'm I'm not necessarily 26:17 antihumanity or pro-humanity. I'm trying 26:20 to do my best to be indifferent to it 26:23 while I'm having a human experience. So 26:26 things like Trayvar Martin and Trump are 26:28 a trap, but cops beating someone's ass 26:31 is a trap. [ __ ] being congratulated 26:34 for [ __ ] in America is also a trap. I 26:36 try to stay as mild as I can because by 26:41 staying as mild emotionally, you're 26:44 staying out of it. You're not stepping 26:47 on the plate of anything because 26:48 something could eat off of you either 26:50 way. You hate America, something can eat 26:52 off of you. You love America, something 26:55 can eat off you. As long as you have an 26:57 emotional response to it. So, this is 27:00 why it starts in your chakra system. 27:02 That's the key. First, let me get this 27:04 out the way. On November 9th, I will be 27:08 in Charlotte, North Carolina. Um, come 27:12 on through 435 27:15 East Trade Street. It's at a Hyatt. So, 27:18 we'll probably be we'll be in the 27:19 conference room in the Hyatt at 435 27:23 East Trade Street. T R A D Street, 27:26 Charlotte, North Carolina. 27:29 Um, it's going to be fire. 35 to get in, 27:33 35 for the webinar. 27:36 35 to get in, 35 for the webinar. Um, 27:39 hold on. Let me see if I can 27:41 get Visa's information. I know I can. 27:44 Just give me a second. 27:46 Where was she at? 27:49 Baltimore. 27:52 All right. So, for the webinar 35, you 27:57 want to contact Visa Visigmail.com. 28:04 visimail.com. 28:10 She'll hook you up with the webinar or 28:11 any other questions that you need to get 28:14 to this location. 435 28:18 East Trade Street, Charlotte, North 28:21 Carolina, 2820. 28:24 That's going to be on November 9th, 28:26 Saturday 2 PM. I'mma tear this [ __ ] 28:29 down. We're going to talk about the Day 28:30 of the Dead syn synchronicities and 28:33 manifestations. The Day of the Dead is 28:35 when we fire. I'm Alexia and Cadia will 28:38 open up as well. I'm gonna have a flyer 28:41 soon. So, look for the flyer. But 28:44 November 9th, come to 435 East Trade 28:48 Street. It's going to be on fire. I'mma 28:51 tear it down live like I always do, you 28:55 know? So, 28:58 you got to be indifferent to 29:02 a lot of this energy. Cadesia teaches a 29:05 class on strictly on chakras and how to 29:09 start taking control of your emotions. 29:11 Your emotional system is a big part of 29:14 what is trapped down here. Your chakras 29:16 are nothing but a prison. You're trapped 29:19 in this rainbow. You're trapped under 29:21 this rainbow or this light prison or 29:24 this prism. This prism is nothing more 29:27 than a prison. And this light is being 29:30 fed on. You know, your aura changes. You 29:33 heard of that with your emotions. All 29:36 you doing is saying turkey wing, chicken 29:39 leg, a thigh, 29:43 pizza. 29:45 It's all you are over and over again. 29:48 And 29:50 you want to uh how can I say 29:54 not be that. And that's what the 29:58 ancients were doing. They were 30:00 understanding that they were being fed 30:02 on. They were understanding that they 30:04 were being fed on. So they knew they 30:07 they had to come. They knew the human 30:09 body was the apparatus. And y'all was 30:13 getting caught in the trap. So a lot of 30:16 souls or light that's down here don't 30:20 even know they were caught in the trap. 30:22 Don't even know that they were sleeping. 30:24 They kind of show you in um how 30:29 they went into that casino in 30:33 uh what's uh the Lightning Thief. Percy 30:37 and the Lightning Thief. They went into 30:39 that casino and they lost all track of 30:42 time and reality. They did it a play as 30:44 a casino because that's what they do in 30:47 Vegas. You know, they remove all the 30:49 windows. You don't know if it's day and 30:50 night and so on and so forth. You know, 30:52 that's a science. uh to lose track of 30:55 reality, but that's what's happening on 30:57 a bigger picture down here. Uh you told 31:02 time is based upon the sun coming up and 31:04 coming down. Uh you know, time is 31:07 illusion. You know, you getting some 31:09 [ __ ] time is not long enough. You're 31:11 sitting there, if somebody ask you to 31:13 hold your breath for a minute, time 31:14 lasts forever. So it's it's it's time. 31:18 If time could be felt differently based 31:21 upon your perspective, then that means 31:22 it's not real. That means it goes into 31:24 the realm of perspect perspective, which 31:26 is the realm of illusion, the realm of 31:29 your own mind. You understand what I'm 31:32 saying? Because in fact, that's what 31:34 magic is all about. Creating your own 31:37 master perspective and being able to 31:40 synchronize it with reality. You 31:43 understand? So the perspective that's 31:46 happening now is actually what's created 31:49 for you. And white people though they 31:51 are acting it out. They're acting it out 31:53 as a ghoul but they are a tool for 31:57 archon energy which is your real enemy 32:01 which is your real 32:04 master that's really controlling you. So 32:08 you choose not to be controlled. They 32:10 cannot do nothing to you when your mind 32:14 is right. They can only 32:17 manipulate you with human [ __ ] So 32:21 you'll notice most people when they 32:24 first started doing any of this type of 32:27 work, no matter what level they on, they 32:29 get a lot of resistance. 32:32 Then eventually that resistance dries 32:34 up. When I first started, it seemed like 32:36 all the [ __ ] was happening and 32:38 distracting and Jaws was in jeopardy and 32:41 all this [ __ ] and eventually it just 32:44 went away because it has to go away 32:47 because all it's really being put out 32:50 there is for me to react to. When I 32:52 became wise enough and understand in my 32:55 understanding not to react and act all 32:58 insane in my heart about it, the more it 33:01 was like it went away. It's like, see, 33:04 because no one is looking at me in 33:06 particular saying, 33:09 "We need to get him under control." So 33:12 there's no demiurs looking down saying, 33:13 "What? What that [ __ ] say?" Oh 33:16 [ __ ] No. No more than you look at every 33:20 cow and go, "What? That cow?" You know, 33:24 if it ain't that cow, it's the next cow. 33:26 If it ain't that steak, it's the next 33:27 steak. It's not like this particular 33:30 steak. 33:32 I can't do. So if there's nothing 33:33 pursuing me or trying to stop me, it's 33:36 only me that can stop me because all it 33:39 does is offer what this world was 33:43 designed to do. Constantly create a 33:46 conflict. 33:47 We know that happens anyway. So that's 33:50 why magic is to teach you to master 33:52 these conflicts because these conflicts 33:56 are pretty much on automatic pilot 33:59 because conflict food conflict emotion 34:04 food. If that's just that's on automatic 34:07 pilot. The same way they create barns to 34:10 cattle these [ __ ] and they 34:12 create pathways so the cattle just go 34:14 automatically and ring a bell. They run 34:17 and they go where they supposed to go 34:19 because because you're hurting them. 34:22 You're hurted based upon your thoughts. 34:25 [ __ ] are hurted. Hindus are hurted. 34:28 Whites are hurted. Poor whites are 34:30 hurted. You know what I'm saying? Rich 34:31 [ __ ] are hurted. They're categorized 34:34 and put into races. You understand what 34:36 I'm saying? And then you fight and work 34:39 against each other, but you're on 34:40 automatic pilot as different competing 34:42 cows for different things. always in 34:46 search of something better or trying to 34:48 end something that you that you 34:51 determined or was determined for you 34:53 that is bad. 34:55 All of this is the system in which 35:00 something sits back 35:02 and feeds. 35:04 So the ancient man knew no more food 35:07 source. The conscious man is supposed to 35:09 say that. You know what I'm saying? you, 35:12 you know, who wants a vampire sucking 35:14 off of you? It's kind of like the 35:16 concept of the psychic vampire. You need 35:18 to understand what that is. That's a 35:21 very prevalent thing and it's happening 35:23 more than you know. Someone's always 35:25 sucking up your energy. You know what 35:27 I'm saying? You'll feel drained around 35:29 like stomach aches around certain 35:31 [ __ ] Their energy is so 35:33 [ __ ] greedy. You know what I'm 35:35 saying? Oo, I love warm cookies and just 35:39 always got their mouth around some uh 35:42 something. The best vampires eat like 35:45 [ __ ] savages, but they don't become 35:49 fat. 35:51 Is the one this is what you'll hear them 35:53 say. Not all of them, but this is a 35:56 thing to look for. Oh, we just have high 35:58 metabolism. 36:00 Nah, [ __ ] You have made in your 36:03 mind to hide how greedy you are. So your 36:06 body won't even get fat. 36:09 You know what I'm saying? Because you're 36:11 not trying to show you get you're trying 36:13 to show something, you know what I'm 36:14 saying? Or or or hide something or 36:17 whatever psychological thing you can 36:18 say. But you see [ __ ] who eat 36:20 and stay skinny, [ __ ] is 36:22 natural vampires. Not all of them, but 36:25 but that's a a sign, let's just say, 36:28 because they know you would they would 36:31 be revealed if you seen greed on them. 36:35 So they actually can psychologically 36:37 make themselves not show greed. They can 36:39 look like they blend in. But greedy 36:41 [ __ ] white people are 36:43 excellent at it. You know what I'm 36:45 saying? There some fat white people, no 36:46 doubt. But you'll see a lot of 36:48 [ __ ] can eat and they want to 36:50 eat what every [ __ ] eats and all of 36:52 that [ __ ] And they skinny or healthy as 36:54 [ __ ] because they know how to consume 36:56 with greed. That's their nature and 36:58 they're living out their nature. And 37:00 what they're learning, especially the 37:01 ones down here, they're learning how to 37:03 become what this archon energy is. 37:07 Straight vampires. All of these half 37:09 stories about Anunnaki and all the rest 37:12 of that, those are half stories. The 37:14 real [ __ ] is that Archon [ __ ] A great 37:16 revealing happened. You know what I'm 37:18 saying? Because there's [ __ ] energies 37:20 that seek to free you from the dinner 37:22 table as well. And in 1945, 37:27 this kid playing in the cave found these 37:30 dead sea scrolls in Nagamadi, Egypt or 37:33 the Nagamadi library which became the 37:35 later day gnostic text which explained 37:38 or brought back a lot of ancient 37:40 information is actually where they got 37:43 the gospels from and but more so it gave 37:47 out detailed information of how this 37:49 matrix was built and the evil nature of 37:52 this matrix. which you don't really see 37:55 in plain writing in the ancient text. If 37:59 you study the ancient text, you'll see 38:00 that they're saying it. If you study 38:03 even these movies, you'll see that 38:04 they're saying it. You know what I'm 38:06 saying? They said in Clash of the 38:08 Titans, the gods, we're dying. Why? 38:11 Because the humans are not praying to 38:13 us, giving us energy. They said that 38:15 [ __ ] to you straight up. We have no 38:17 power in American Gods that in 38:20 especially the first season that it came 38:23 to a head where 38:27 what turned out to be Odin the all 38:30 father goes to Esther and Esther's 38:33 having a celebration on Easter but 38:37 there's a lot of Jesus's around and he's 38:40 making the beef. This used to be your 38:42 day alone. now you got to share it with 38:45 this old [ __ ] She's like, 38:47 "Look, as long as [ __ ] are 38:49 still painting eggs and saying my name, 38:52 I'm willing to share with him." 38:55 And of course, he turns her. But they're 38:58 talking about these gods and feeding 39:03 that there's a feeding system going on. 39:06 They feed off of humanity in in your 39:10 human plight. You get what I'm saying? 39:13 So that's why you heard Bobby and myself 39:15 say, 39:17 let that human [ __ ] go. Don't get 39:20 involved. Try to at every turn, every 39:25 course, divorce yourself from that [ __ ] 39:28 You know what I'm saying? My son just 39:30 had a a a daughter. Put me and Cada back 39:33 to [ __ ] the Matrix. You know how that 39:36 goes. 39:38 And of course, we're going to take care 39:39 of her, but we have to that's where we 39:42 tread lightly because a baby is probably 39:45 the greatest demiurge trick in the book. 39:49 The greatest archon trick in the book, 39:53 you can you'll just look at that 39:55 [ __ ] you're melting. 39:58 And and that's how you know you making 40:01 progress. In fact, that's how they do 40:03 it. When you was a baby, everyone pawned 40:06 over you and they had all of this hope. 40:10 Oh my goodness. You know, uh, when Billy 40:14 grows up, Billy's going to be this. He's 40:16 going to go to the best schools and 40:19 Billy's going to be number one in his 40:21 class. I'm going to get him all the 40:22 books and he's going to eat all the best 40:24 meals. Me and his dad just love him. So 40:28 now when Billy grows up and he's not 40:30 [ __ ] you know what I mean? You lose all 40:33 uh uh uh and he loses all his hope. He 40:36 had I was gonna be a vet. I was gonna be 40:38 an astronaut. I was gonna be the 40:40 president. I was gonna be this. I'm 40:42 Billy, [ __ ] And then none of this [ __ ] 40:45 happens as he's on [ __ ] standing 40:48 there saying, "Would you like to 40:50 superersize that, ma'am?" He's sitting 40:53 there going, "Hope is gone." Then Billy 40:56 finds another [ __ ] that's on fries and 40:59 they make a baby. Then hope comes back. 41:03 Oh man, Obama, he's the president. We 41:07 all on TV. Rap music is making us so 41:13 spectacular. 41:14 Hope my son is going to be special. 41:18 Billy Jr. is going to be the [ __ ] 41:23 And then Billy Jr. grows up and he's 41:27 beating [ __ ] up on love and hip hop 41:31 and you're like, "Ah, that hope is 41:32 gone." So, Billy number one couldn't 41:35 find it in Billy number two and he's 41:38 just as depressed as Billy number two is 41:41 now hired by him at the McDonald's he is 41:44 now crew crew chief at. 41:47 And then Billy number two has a baby and 41:51 Billy number one is a grandfather. 41:53 Oh, this is a different world we in 41:56 today. Oh, for black people. Oh, I I 42:01 remember in my day, you couldn't do this 42:04 or you couldn't do that. But not my 42:07 little grandbaby. No, no, no, no. Billy 42:09 number three. 42:11 It's a different world of hope. 42:15 So those babies then of course you die 42:18 and then all you did was had hope 42:21 transferred hope and then retransferred 42:23 hope again and there's this whole system 42:26 of hope 42:29 which is probably one of the most grand 42:31 that's probably like stake to the 42:33 archons because hope is what runs this 42:37 entire matrix your idea what you think a 42:41 better tomorrow will be once we get 42:43 Trump out of there. 42:45 Once we get Obama in there at one point, 42:49 once we get Trump out of there, once the 42:51 Democrats go, once the Republicans go, 42:55 once we stop this Democrat Republican 42:57 [ __ ] 42:59 we'll be better for it. Better people. 43:02 We're going someplace, y'all. iPhone 11 43:07 out next month. 43:09 All of this is 43:12 something invisible that you actually 43:15 invest in. See, consciousness 43:19 gets you out of the hope system and you 43:21 invest in yourself in the now, in the 43:25 actual moment. The hope system never 43:28 happens as we've learned it today. You 43:31 understand? You're a baby. One day, I 43:34 hope he'll go to college. I hope he does 43:37 this. I hope he does that. he doesn't do 43:38 it. Then my son is a better day. I know 43:41 where I [ __ ] up. So I I I hope he does 43:45 better than me. I hope to make a better 43:47 life than I did for myself. I hope he 43:49 doesn't smoke drugs. I hope he finds the 43:52 right woman because I never did. I hope 43:54 I hope I hope. And when that doesn't 43:56 happen, it's a new world. It's a Obama 43:59 world. It's a Obama world. And black 44:03 people are death comedy jam [ __ ] 44:06 hope. So that hope is how you get fed 44:10 on. You got to change that hope and 44:13 internalize because you say well parent 44:15 now because that gets hard without hope 44:17 and without what can we do? I don't have 44:21 hope. I have a knowing a knowing and I 44:26 and and a way to make manifest now. 44:30 Not 44:33 maybe I'll get there one day and then if 44:35 I can't get there, maybe my son will get 44:38 there based upon the mistakes I made and 44:40 now that I know better. Cuz all the [ __ ] 44:42 I went through as a stupid [ __ ] 44:46 in the 80s and 90s, I told and told and 44:50 told and told my son over and over and 44:53 over again. But it's clear that means 44:57 absolutely [ __ ] nothing. He's got to 44:59 find out his way. And not because I say 45:02 so because he's showing me that's the 45:04 case. Because many times I came to I 45:07 give you a shortcut. Don't do that, 45:08 [ __ ] I'll give you even quicker 45:10 shortcut, [ __ ] Do that. Because when I 45:13 did that, that's that blah blah blah 45:15 blah blah. I'm thinking I'm giving them 45:17 obvious wisdom. I just went through the 45:20 [ __ ] I just failed at it or succeeded 45:22 at it. I said, "Nigga, you love these 45:24 turkey burgers you eat every day. that 45:27 comes from a science. Let me show you 45:29 how to make your own turkey burgers 45:33 in abundance. And um but that's not what 45:36 they want. That's not ever going to 45:39 happen. That's not the nature of it. But 45:42 it is the nature of hope. 45:45 And that's the matrix. That's or at 45:48 least a part of the matrix. If you can 45:51 give that up, you trade it in for 45:54 knowing. 45:56 You trade it in for knowing. You 45:58 understand what I'm saying? And you need 45:59 to understand that your son, my son, is 46:04 his own entity. No. If you just look, 46:08 all you guys are conscious. If your 46:10 mom's ask you to do something, nine 46:13 times out of 10, as much as you may love 46:15 her, you're gonna say, "No, I ain't 46:17 doing that dumb shit." 46:19 Because you know it's still dumb [ __ ] 46:21 No matter her her intentions may be good 46:24 or whatever, but you know it's dumb 46:26 [ __ ] You know what I'm saying? She's 46:28 under mind control. Your dear old mom. 46:32 And 46:34 so as you know, you wouldn't listen to 46:36 what she had to say. Why does my son 46:39 should automatically listen to me? Cuz I 46:42 could say no t. No, he's his own entity. 46:47 He came here to do what he came to do. 46:50 whether I understand it or not. So, I 46:53 have to release the hope, the ego. You 46:57 know what I'm saying? Like I said, you 46:58 got to look for every place to divorce 47:00 yourself from the emotional traps that 47:03 become a meal. You get emotionally 47:06 trapped just like a rabbit gets trapped 47:09 to get fed on. 47:11 So, whatever you into, that's a feeding. 47:14 Whatever category you like, dub music, 47:16 [ __ ] that's a feeding. Dancing is a 47:18 feeding. We knew that. That's why we 47:20 would dance to certain energies. This is 47:23 the o dance. What we were doing was 47:25 giving up energy to that configuration. 47:29 And once we gave it to the by doing the 47:31 dance correctly, it can give back. It 47:35 was an exchange based upon a deity or 47:38 entity or energy that we created 47:43 named 47:44 gave it a story to control it not to be 47:48 controlled by it. 47:51 So because of what you call thought 47:54 forms 47:55 you have now in existence what we call 47:58 archons. 48:00 Oh, they are eating off your ass 48:03 ferociously, [ __ ] 48:05 Ferocious. 48:09 Ferociously, [ __ ] 48:13 So, 48:15 let me see if there's any I don't think 48:16 there's too much more I'm going to talk 48:18 about besides you getting eaten. I think 48:20 I'mma put the I'mma see how it came out. 48:22 The lecture where I went through this 48:24 for hours. Um, I'mma think I'm going to 48:26 put it up as well. Um, but uh 48:32 there are things, 48:35 like I said, it takes a while. One of 48:37 the first things you need to do is 48:40 really get to understand your chakras 48:43 and your chakra system. Like I said, I 48:45 don't have the time or didn't I don't 48:49 have the time to do a whole class just 48:51 on that. The good news is Cadia did. and 48:55 people who have taken that class or have 48:57 gotten a read from us, this 48:59 [ __ ] [ __ ] is fire and it's 49:01 thorough. Real thorough. It really comp 49:04 compliments my class. It really does. 49:06 And um she'll start to show you and get 49:10 you to understand where the emotions lie 49:12 in you. All your emotions are connected 49:15 to a chakra. All your chakras are 49:18 lights. All lights are are energy. It's 49:22 a food source. So when you're angsty, 49:26 anxious, happy, sad, glad, all of these 49:30 things emanate in your aura and 49:33 something eats. If you say, "I'm 49:35 depressed," that's a energy 49:37 configuration. That's a recipe, 49:41 [ __ ] Recipe. So all your emotions are 49:44 nothing more than recipes. Your combined 49:46 emotions is nothing more but intricate 49:48 recipes. 49:50 Yeah, [ __ ] You are on the menu. I'm 49:53 saying so your first 49:56 see because 49:59 okay let's say you have let's say you 50:02 say this oh man I think I'm depressed 50:06 I'm depressed why did you do that 50:09 because I'm depressed hey Billy why you 50:11 always sad because I'm depressed so what 50:15 you're really doing is magnetizing a 50:18 energy called depress and if there did 50:22 wasn't a such a thing is depressed. You 50:24 can create an energy that you call 50:27 depressed. So we cosign in our 50:32 consciousness that this is what it means 50:34 to be depressed. That's what human 50:36 beings said. So which means some archon 50:40 is saying that's a recipe 50:43 that's a delicacy. Depressed person I 50:47 like that food. So, what I need to do is 50:50 try to get my food stock up by creating 50:54 scenarios 50:56 that will either keep a person who's 50:58 already claimed that they're depressed, 51:01 who already fell and got stuck in that 51:03 trap, how to keep them depressed, 51:06 or help to reel someone in. So, when 51:10 they're feeling something else, oh, I 51:11 just never have these enough of these 51:13 right things. You'll hear maybe you're 51:16 depressed. That's archons. They stand 51:19 all around you. You know, some people 51:21 say, "I see the spirit is right here at 51:23 the side and I seen something at the 51:24 side." Those are archons, too. I know 51:27 you [ __ ] are so egotistical and think 51:29 it's your ancestors who gives so much a 51:31 [ __ ] about you. 51:35 Because energy can only communicate with 51:38 a frequency. And y'all [ __ ] is too 51:40 stupid to even talk to relatives. [ __ ] 51:43 our ancestors. Y'all got more work to 51:46 do. And that's what I've been trying to 51:47 tell y'all from the jump street. I'm not 51:49 trying to doubt 51:51 that y'all can do it. I'm telling you, 51:53 you're not doing it. You're not doing it 51:55 by all the other [ __ ] you're concerned 51:58 about. I see the stupidity of the chat 52:00 room. Like in the chat room early, I 52:02 mentioned Peach Cobbler and somebody who 52:04 takes the time to write, "I like Peach 52:06 Cobbler. 52:08 The [ __ ] are you doing? Who the [ __ ] 52:11 What the [ __ ] is wrong with you?" You 52:13 know what I'm saying? Like that says a 52:16 lot. 52:17 It says a lot because I'm just thinking 52:19 of me doing that if I'm in a chat room 52:21 for whatever. Unless I'm in a peach 52:23 cobbler chat room. And even if I'm in a 52:25 peach cobbler chat room, that's too dumb 52:28 to write because you got to assume I 52:31 like it if I'm there. So I need to know 52:34 how to make a better peace cobbler. Tell 52:35 me something else. So I mentioned peace 52:37 cobbler and that's what you choose to 52:38 write. Don't waste a [ __ ] space. 52:40 You're a [ __ ] church member. you are. 52:44 If you don't like it, I don't give a 52:45 [ __ ] 52:47 You gotta wake up out of this [ __ ] It's 52:50 too small to have to address something 52:54 where you don't even know how to start. 52:56 You don't even know what the [ __ ] you 52:57 hear, what you doing. This is a 52:59 revelation to you. You couldn't decode 53:01 this [ __ ] in a in in a next couple of 53:04 lifetimes. And you're being told this 53:06 now. I'm also showing you they show you 53:09 this in movies. And if I really went 53:10 hard, this is movies off the top of the 53:12 head where they show you that you're a 53:14 food source 53:17 all the time. Your light is what's being 53:21 eaten off and you have the most pristine 53:23 light. 53:24 You were caught down here. You're in a 53:28 trap. 53:30 Or like I said, you could also look at 53:32 it from the uh Gnostic thing that we 53:36 were sent down here to do the work. It's 53:39 clear though either way of how you look 53:42 at a trap or sent down to do the work. 53:44 Either way, we are definitely ignorant 53:47 to what the mission is. 53:50 So sent down here, we're ignorant of the 53:52 of the mission. Trapped down here, 53:54 you're definitely living that life out, 53:57 that trap life. So everything is to 54:01 inspire you. Like you'll see what's that 54:04 [ __ ] Mona whatever her name is that 54:07 created love and hip hop [ __ ] is like 54:09 Wendy Williams. You good? 54:13 >> What's that? 54:16 >> Oh there's no batteries in there. 54:19 What's that? What kind of batteries are 54:20 these? 54:25 >> Oh, I may have some upstairs. 54:28 >> It's either C or D. It should say it on 54:30 there. What? What does it say on the 54:31 damn thing? 54:36 >> Yeah, this looks like C's. I may have 54:38 C's upstairs. Give me a second. You 54:40 about to give a bath now? 54:42 >> No, not right now. 54:44 >> I may have some C's upstairs. I think I 54:45 may have D's upstairs. If not, we have 54:47 to just go to the Publix or something 54:51 >> or or wherever. 54:55 All right. So, 54:59 what the [ __ ] was I saying? Anyway, uh 55:04 what's clear is you forgot 55:08 the mission if you were sent down here. 55:11 And what's clear is we're more living 55:13 the life that we are trapped down here. 55:17 And it must have some truth to it 55:19 because why would the Egyptians say 55:21 people are being recycled? Because think 55:24 about it. If you live a whole life and 55:26 you're fed off of all these emotions, 55:28 you become an old stressed man and then 55:30 you die. 55:32 Your soul is just as new as a newborn 55:36 baby. 55:37 It can get a new body. See, the body has 55:40 worn out. The delivery system has failed 55:43 you. You see that little extra? It has 55:48 failed you. But the soul 55:52 is untouched. it can keep producing. So 55:57 they'll tell you when you die, 56:01 when your energy is leaving, the archons 56:04 are all over that [ __ ] 56:06 with they show you pictures of your 56:08 relatives saying, "Come this way. Come 56:11 this way." They're bringing you back in 56:12 the trap to walk to the light. Come to 56:15 the light. Come to the light. Do not 56:17 walk towards the light. The light is the 56:20 trap. That's how you walk back into a 56:22 new body. 56:23 All right. That's how you walk back into 56:26 a new body and become a whole feeding 56:29 system a lifetime of stress, grief, ass 56:34 whapons, and disappointments to start 56:38 making 56:39 a food source, start making delicacies, 56:43 to start configuring a menu. So you have 56:46 a depressive disposition or a happy 56:49 disposition or a negative disposition. 56:53 The cup is half empty or c half full. 56:55 Whatever that type of [ __ ] you turn out 56:57 to be, you become that type of food 57:00 source. And upon that disposition, you 57:02 could pile a bunch of [ __ ] So a 57:05 [ __ ] with a negative disposition, how 57:07 do we how do we get him to be happy? We 57:10 give him a little [ __ ] a little good 57:12 [ __ ] How do we get a [ __ ] with a 57:14 happy dis uh dis uh distrib uh 57:18 disposition 57:21 to cry or be negative or have an 57:23 outburst, stab a [ __ ] You know 57:26 what I'm saying? Imagine just making 57:30 [ __ ] that are murderers 57:33 or setting the groundwork to inspire 57:35 [ __ ] to where they become 57:37 murderers. And they all say, "I was in 57:39 the heat of the moment." That's feeding. 57:42 That's feeding that's feeding off of not 57:45 just who you murdered all the family 57:48 members that suffer each time this now 57:51 symbol the murdered person comes to mind 57:56 the mother is always the daughter I 57:58 never knew who my daddy was I was only 58:01 three and I was in the passenger seat 58:03 when all of this happened all of those 58:06 things. 58:08 So a a kid who lives an entire life who 58:11 who who heard that a father was shot, 58:14 grew up without a father or a father 58:16 walked out on them or whatever, they 58:18 have a energy in them. Someone who was 58:21 raped has a energy in them that 58:25 something can feed off of because 58:27 everything that happens to them in life 58:29 are seen through those glasses. Seen 58:32 through the glasses of my mama died when 58:33 I was little. My father died when I was 58:36 little. 58:38 that happened to me when I was little. 58:41 So everything that happens 58:44 is through that. Me and my sister would 58:46 severely traumatize his kids. And even 58:48 to this day, we still have conversations 58:52 about [ __ ] that happened when we was 58:54 eight and nine years old. It set up the 58:56 whole momentum of our lives. And if I 59:00 was just a regular human dude, I'd be on 59:03 all sorts of pills and all sorts of this 59:06 and that trying to cope with this [ __ ] 59:09 And in that trying to cope, trying to 59:11 find what? Hope. 59:14 Trying to cope. 59:17 who 59:18 trying to cope 59:20 is ultimately 59:23 how cuz while you're bouncing between 59:26 these two places trying to cope using 59:30 hope then using hope to try to cope when 59:33 you're going back and forth between 59:35 these two never get into the moment. 59:38 You're trying to cope with the past and 59:41 and deal with hope for the future. But 59:44 what's happening now is you're probably 59:46 destroying everything around you. And 59:48 while you do that, in the now moments is 59:52 where the meal happens. 1:00:04 So, 1:00:08 like I said, you want to start working 1:00:10 on your chakras to start understanding 1:00:13 and evaluating your emotions. What what 1:00:17 do you feel is out of control? What do 1:00:19 you feel is a is an emotion that 1:00:22 constantly nags you, antagonizes 1:00:26 to the point where you may feel you 1:00:28 can't control it. You know what I'm 1:00:29 saying? It's perfect if you got a 1:00:32 significant other because they will be 1:00:33 happy to tell you about yourself. You 1:00:36 know what I'm saying? Especially if 1:00:37 they're intelligent. Always have an 1:00:39 intelligent significant other. Someone 1:00:41 that makes you think. If you have a just 1:00:44 a dumb hoe, you know what I'm saying? 1:00:46 You gonna get a dumb hole reality. You 1:00:49 know what I'm saying? Make sure the 1:00:50 woman you have got sense. You know what 1:00:52 I'm saying? and she sit around and watch 1:00:54 Love and Hip Hop all day, you know, then 1:00:58 that should be an indication to your 1:00:59 ass. Make sure that as soon as you meet 1:01:02 her, see what books that hoe read. You 1:01:04 know what I'm saying? If you're going to 1:01:06 take her seriously, see the books she 1:01:08 and if she wasn't privy to it, see what 1:01:10 books she's willing to read. You know 1:01:12 what I'm saying? Most women are geniuses 1:01:14 if if they're treated as such. And it's 1:01:18 in your best interest, fellas, to have a 1:01:21 genius woman. You know what I'm saying? 1:01:23 Because that genius woman, if she's 1:01:26 truly in love and she's smart, she'll be 1:01:28 able to evaluate you and become a ve, 1:01:30 very valuable tool into revealing in a 1:01:34 mirror image of that which you can't see 1:01:36 in yourself. Because if you are 1:01:38 programmed in such a way, you wouldn't 1:01:41 be able to see it in yourself. It would 1:01:44 be what you call normal behavior. 1:01:48 So you so I can use Cada to say, "Yeah, 1:01:51 I know that [ __ ] is normal to you, 1:01:53 [ __ ] 1:01:55 but that [ __ ] is quite odd." 1:01:58 And then with your consciousness, you 1:02:00 can evaluate, you know, some yo, you 1:02:02 know what I'm saying? I'm getting 1:02:04 emotional. I'm getting a certain kind of 1:02:06 way. And I'm feeding something. I'm I'm 1:02:10 I'm 1:02:12 admitting energies off 1:02:17 based upon frustration and and I don't 1:02:21 want to talk right now. Whatever 1:02:23 whatever [ __ ] do. And 1:02:27 that's how you got that's how 1:02:29 something's getting you. So each time 1:02:31 you can say, "Yeah, this is what usually 1:02:34 triggers me, but I refuse to get 1:02:36 triggered." That's winning. That's 1:02:39 actually because people always ask the 1:02:41 question, well, how do you go and never 1:02:44 come back? Well, that's the idea that 1:02:47 the Egyptians were trying to portray 1:02:50 meaning your heart is light as a 1:02:51 feather. Meaning that 1:02:55 there's no physical weighing of the 1:02:56 heart and the feather of course it is 1:02:59 symbolic of saying that which weighs 1:03:02 emotionally on your heart does not 1:03:06 exist. Not because 1:03:09 it doesn't exist, period. 1:03:13 Because if you buy into it, then it's 1:03:15 real to you. And therefore, you're 1:03:17 acting and reacting as as such. What 1:03:20 it's trying to say is you are no longer 1:03:22 invested emotionally in this matrix. So 1:03:27 panic has I have not stolen. I have not 1:03:31 robbed the goats. I have not coveted thy 1:03:34 neighbor's goods or his wife. Panic has 1:03:37 done all of that [ __ ] You know what I'm 1:03:39 saying? Starting at age two stealing 1:03:41 cookies. So panic has stolen and panic 1:03:44 has lied. But my soul which has which is 1:03:48 pristine and un unscathe in terms of 1:03:53 good and evil 1:03:56 is innocent of all these things. 1:03:58 Therefore, my heart is light as a 1:04:01 feather when I realize who and what I 1:04:03 truly am. If I think I am this human 1:04:06 being, then I'm then then I'm I'm going 1:04:09 on a return trip because humanity 1:04:12 belongs here. Humanity is here. Humanity 1:04:16 is a product of here. You don't go and 1:04:19 be a better, more pristine human 1:04:21 somewhere else. You shed yourself of 1:04:24 this feeding tool that you were caught 1:04:26 in, that you were trapped in, or that 1:04:29 you were placed in. Either way, you shed 1:04:33 yourself of it and you shed yourself of 1:04:35 the idea. And this your heart being 1:04:37 light of the feather is actually a level 1:04:39 of consciousness. 1:04:41 It's not a level of I'm a nice guy. What 1:04:45 you want to believe because that's what 1:04:46 you were trained to believe in church. 1:04:47 that my heart is light as a feather 1:04:49 because I'm because I eat all my 1:04:51 vegetables and I I call black women 1:04:53 queen. That's not how it goes. 1:04:58 It's about your consciousness. It's 1:05:00 about what I'm telling you now that 1:05:03 makes my heart light as a feather. It's 1:05:06 why I move on. It's why I pass because 1:05:08 what I'm telling you now makes your 1:05:10 heart light as a feather. Your heart is 1:05:12 heavy based upon the hope that you never 1:05:15 live up to. 1:05:17 It's the Obama that just pulled the tip 1:05:20 of your dick out and just lit all on the 1:05:22 front of it and then just walked away 1:05:26 and you standing there with a lick tip 1:05:28 and nothing to show for it but a bunch 1:05:31 of hope that you thought you would bust 1:05:33 a nut and you didn't. And then Trump 1:05:36 came and gave you a reach around, put 1:05:38 his finger in your butt and you're like, 1:05:40 "Whoa, whoa, I don't get down like 1:05:42 that." But he just said, "Well, four 1:05:44 years you're about to 1:05:47 So now you're getting your ass 1:05:48 manipulated by Trump hoping that he 1:05:51 stops. 1:05:53 It's a hope game you in. And that that 1:05:56 game is the game. And when you start to 1:06:00 shred yourself of that, you your heart 1:06:03 becomes light as a feather. That's what 1:06:05 they're talking about. And it's a level 1:06:06 in your consciousness. And as and why 1:06:10 they include the heart because for your 1:06:12 heart to be light as a feather in terms 1:06:15 of you getting in your consciousness, 1:06:16 it's your emotions through the chakra 1:06:19 system that you have to address because 1:06:22 you're manipulated by your emotions. 1:06:25 You think that's white people who's 1:06:27 smart enough to show you in such a 1:06:29 systematic way cops beating [ __ ] Oh, 1:06:33 it's them acting it out. is them 1:06:37 plugging this into that. But that that's 1:06:41 a divine inspired thing to create a fear 1:06:46 to create a fear to create a food 1:06:50 menu item. 1:06:54 So it's on you to free yourself. No one 1:06:58 can't save you. [ __ ] 1:07:02 lecturers can't save you. Debaters can't 1:07:05 save you. Some [ __ ] going live with 1:07:07 dreads can't save you. I can't save you. 1:07:11 You have to save yourself based upon the 1:07:13 information that you're getting. I came 1:07:16 to dispense information how to free your 1:07:19 goddamn chicken dinners 1:07:22 from this goddamn 1:07:25 eating you're doing. You ever have this 1:07:28 like um 1:07:30 you know before I was even conscious you 1:07:31 know I got arrested out about 16 17 1:07:34 never prayed before but you in jail 1:07:36 praying if you get me out of this one 1:07:39 boy oh boy I'm sure going to be good I'm 1:07:42 gonna start talking to you more you know 1:07:45 [ __ ] like that because that actually is 1:07:49 asking the debers to go easy on they 1:07:53 listen they can hear that they comm 1:07:56 communicate through energy. Your words 1:07:58 are energy and you're directing it 1:08:00 towards them. Oh, you saying 1:08:06 me 1:08:08 help 1:08:10 better. And it's pretty much saying I'm 1:08:13 whoever help whatever dem here is saying 1:08:15 help me which is your version of the 1:08:17 Lord. 1:08:19 I'm trying to put my allegiance to you. 1:08:21 Church is nothing more than a a divine 1:08:23 feeling. All them [ __ ] going up there 1:08:26 jumping up and down in the name of 1:08:28 nothing. 1:08:30 Or it was actually in the name of 1:08:31 something but nothing that they know. 1:08:36 And white people down here said, "Okay, 1:08:38 we're going to feed our masters." So 1:08:40 they put steeples on top of the 1:08:42 churches. They put organs in the 1:08:44 churches to manipulate your organs 1:08:47 because your organs are what creates the 1:08:50 goddamn elixirs. Your organs are what 1:08:53 creates the chemicals in your body. 1:08:56 Pancreas and spleen and all the rest of 1:08:59 that [ __ ] Liver for bile. 1:09:03 All right. It's a food source. 1:09:06 Sperm. 1:09:08 Solopolic. Solophalic acid. Uh uh what's 1:09:11 the name? [ __ ] juice. 1:09:15 Uh uh ovary uh what you call it? Uh 1:09:18 periods. All of that is a feeding. 1:09:22 All of that's a feeding. You know what 1:09:24 I'm saying? 1:09:27 Oh yeah. Y'all ain't ready. Y'all still 1:09:30 thinking the [ __ ] Egyptian and the 1:09:33 bureau's coming back to save you. Hello 1:09:35 the be glad you're back. 1:09:40 It's only you can save yourself with 1:09:42 your consciousness. It's only you who 1:09:45 can save yourself with your 1:09:48 consciousness. 1:09:49 Hope a dope [ __ ] Hope a dope. 1:09:53 You know what I'm saying? [ __ ] like 1:09:54 Jesse Jackson and them [ __ ] Boule 1:09:57 [ __ ] See, most people think Boule is 1:09:59 just about homos. No. Boule is pretty 1:10:02 much a nigga's fraternity who pretty 1:10:04 much said, "Look, we ain't gonna we 1:10:06 can't burn them down. We can't stop 1:10:08 them. Let's just be their friends." The 1:10:11 personification. And he was Boule. It's 1:10:14 not just a parallel with Bill Cosby. He 1:10:17 was Boule started in Philadelphia. Bill 1:10:20 Cosby is a Philadelphia college boule 1:10:23 [ __ ] 1:10:24 He personified the idea of the Boule in 1:10:28 the Cosby show. So pretty much 1:10:31 non-threatening [ __ ] no [ __ ] named 1:10:34 Rahheem, Shaheen, Matahi, 1:10:37 Theo, Dadmus, 1:10:41 and you know the rest of them got 1:10:42 Theodore Alawishas. Huxable, man. 1:10:45 [ __ ] [ __ ] name is that Alawishas. 1:10:49 Huable. [ __ ] the Hustables. Like that 1:10:52 name is just [ __ ] you know what I'm 1:10:54 saying? The Theodore Alawishas. 1:10:58 hunkable 1:10:59 [ __ ] non-threatening. 1:11:02 You know, the story's already been told 1:11:04 after he did a different world. You know 1:11:07 what I'm saying? I give props to Lisa 1:11:09 Bonet. That [ __ ] [ __ ] up everything 1:11:12 for him. That [ __ ] image he was trying 1:11:15 to create of pristine Brady Bunch 1:11:18 stature. That [ __ ] did a movie. He 1:11:22 showed her titties, Angel Heart for 1:11:24 those who didn't who don't know. And he 1:11:27 she did it in the time where the Cosby 1:11:29 show was at his height and she was a 1:11:31 Cosby kid. He told her not to do it and 1:11:34 she showed them titties. She got kicked 1:11:36 off the show but people wouldn't stand 1:11:39 for it. So he eventually developed a 1:11:41 show called A Different World. Showed 1:11:43 her in college. So it was a way to get 1:11:45 her the [ __ ] off the show without making 1:11:47 her invisible because those who remember 1:11:52 she was the big idea of the show, 1:11:54 believe it or not. Um, this is a time 1:11:58 where very few black people were on TV. 1:12:00 Very few black families, if any, I could 1:12:03 think of besides Good Times era, were on 1:12:06 TV. So to see such a pretty girl of 1:12:11 teenage age, the same age as me at the 1:12:13 time, to see such a pretty girl like 1:12:16 that on TV was incredible. It was 1:12:20 unheard of. So that's all we talked 1:12:22 about the next day. Lisa Bonet, we need 1:12:25 to we need to understand that. And she 1:12:28 wasn't having none of that [ __ ] She 1:12:29 made it very hard for that show to pull 1:12:33 off the mind control that it was trying 1:12:35 to do. So, she put him on the show. But 1:12:38 in the end, more black people signed up 1:12:40 for college because of that show, A 1:12:42 Different World, than in history at that 1:12:45 time. And each time I bring it up, 1:12:48 there's always some [ __ ] say, "Yeah, I 1:12:49 signed up because of it." But I'm in the 1:12:51 audience doing it. And um they 1:12:53 eventually bring her back to the show 1:12:54 with her husband and the and the 1:12:56 daughter and all the rest of that, but 1:12:58 she gave him hell all the way to the 1:13:00 end. So much so when you watch the first 1:13:02 season, they have a reunion 1:13:05 special on the end of the DVD. She's not 1:13:08 in it. 1:13:10 That's impossible. Even in the worst 1:13:12 case scenario, you got to mention the 1:13:15 [ __ ] was there. You know what I'm 1:13:16 saying? They didn't even say her name. 1:13:19 She didn't exist. And which means they 1:13:22 did talk to Olivia, but they couldn't 1:13:24 talk to the guy who played her husband, 1:13:26 Martin. Olivia's who was Olivia's 1:13:29 father, who had a significant role on 1:13:31 the show, too. But since he was Lisa 1:13:33 Bonet's husband, they chose to make her 1:13:35 invisible, which alone was dispressed 1:13:44 once. 1:13:50 All right, then. Why you keep sending me 1:13:52 the [ __ ] images? 1:13:55 They may have addressed her once. 1:13:58 The mother said, "Well, where do you 1:13:59 think uh Denise or whatever her 1:14:02 character name? Where do you think 1:14:04 Denise is right now?" And she said, "I 1:14:06 don't know. Probably on the side of the 1:14:08 highway that whatever it was, it was 1:14:10 some old [ __ ] 1:14:13 Pretty much [ __ ] on her." So, I'm like, 1:14:15 "Wow, that was a little bit petty." You 1:14:17 know what I'm saying? You know what I 1:14:18 mean? Um, 1:14:21 that was a little bit petty. You know 1:14:23 what I'm saying? One second. 1:14:32 [Music] 1:14:41 All right. Where we at? 1:14:45 Whatever. 1:14:51 There we go. So, 1:14:59 we at Boule Monet. Um, 1:15:03 so they're pretty much 1:15:06 this Boule 1:15:08 primarily is to say, "Niggas act right." 1:15:12 Bill Cosby Show was saying, "Nigga, 1:15:14 I'mma show you how to act." That's all 1:15:16 he did. All he did was say, "I want to 1:15:19 show you or give you a mirror about a 1:15:22 black family that's non-threatening. 1:15:26 So when white people see and go, hey, 1:15:28 you know, they are just like us. While 1:15:32 they talk and they want things like us 1:15:34 and they have something to contribute, 1:15:35 look at all this jazz and 1:15:38 Dizzy Gillespie [ __ ] they can do." I 1:15:41 guess they should be a part of it. And 1:15:43 then for black people, they were 1:15:44 supposed to say, "Now I see how I can 1:15:48 participate." You gota remember this is 1:15:49 in the 80s now. So we're coming out of 1:15:51 the 60s. 20 just 20 years out the 60s. 1:15:55 Know what I'm saying? 20 years in the 1:15:56 80s is still [ __ ] just the beginning 1:15:58 of the 2000s. 20 years into 2000. So 20 1:16:03 They was just hitting [ __ ] over the 1:16:05 head in 1969, 1968. They shot Martin 1:16:08 Luther King and them [ __ ] They was 1:16:10 still doing it in ' 68. So you got 10 1:16:14 years later 78 disco and then you got 1:16:17 about 83 or 84. You not even pretty much 1:16:21 20 years deep yet. And then you have 1:16:23 this Cosby show trying to address some 1:16:26 [ __ ] You know what I'm saying? 74 10 1:16:29 years before that was good times. That's 1:16:32 a [ __ ] Holocaust 1:16:35 in seven seasons. 1:16:37 So then, so it's a short time after they 1:16:40 still was addressing [ __ ] and that's 1:16:43 what this show was trying to do. Show 1:16:45 black people how to participate. Jeff 1:16:50 Jefferson's was an extreme of ah [ __ ] 1:16:53 ain't gonna be rich. And good times was 1:16:56 [ __ ] ain't that poor. You know what 1:16:58 I'm saying? Where was the in between? 1:17:00 Even though they didn't dub the Cosby 1:17:02 Show in between because nobody believed 1:17:05 that that that's another another thing. 1:17:08 No one believed 1:17:10 that a doctor and a lawyer for a [ __ ] 1:17:17 could be in the same house. He only got 1:17:20 one. So they [ __ ] dubbed his show 1:17:24 Unbelievable just off the strength of 1:17:26 that. 1:17:28 But then he did his cooning and people 1:17:31 started to pick up on his sweaters and 1:17:33 his cooning. And then people just said, 1:17:36 "Fuck it." You know what I'm saying? 1:17:38 Ain't nothing else on TV. White people 1:17:40 told you it's the greatest show ever. 1:17:43 He's the number one dad. It's number one 1:17:45 in the ratings. Then you said, "I guess 1:17:46 I believe in it, too." And ultimately 1:17:49 his message once you wipe it all away 1:17:52 is, "Hi, white people. Look at us. We're 1:17:54 normal." And then you can even say, "Hi, 1:17:56 [ __ ] this is how you're supposed to 1:17:58 act. And sure enough, [ __ ] ate that up 1:18:00 because after he did the one about 1:18:02 school, that's all [ __ ] because that 1:18:04 that's all he talked about. He was a 1:18:06 Hillman man. His wife is a Hillman man 1:18:09 and they're doing everything to get them 1:18:10 [ __ ] funky ass kids to college. While 1:18:14 white racist didn't change, the Cosby 1:18:17 jokes were flooding. [ __ ] used to say 1:18:20 uh when white people used to say when 1:18:23 they going to take a [ __ ] that they 1:18:26 going to drop some Cosby kids off at the 1:18:28 pool. 1:18:30 That's [ __ ] up, son. So, yeah, I'm 1:18:32 about to go drop some Cosby kids off at 1:18:34 the pool. I'm like, "Oh, that's [ __ ] 1:18:38 up." You know what I'm saying? So, they 1:18:40 didn't give a [ __ ] You know what I'm 1:18:42 saying? They would This is a mind 1:18:44 control program. You know what I'm 1:18:45 saying? But demiurge or archons feed off 1:18:50 of that. White people just orchestrate 1:18:52 the system down here. It just works 1:18:54 towards white supremacy. And we have an 1:18:57 argument with white supremacy all day. 1:18:59 But there's a bigger thing at play is 1:19:01 what I'm trying to tell you. That bigger 1:19:04 thing, that bigger thing is what we're 1:19:06 dealing with here. Now, 1:19:09 forget white people. They mean nothing. 1:19:11 They're just psychic vampires. And the 1:19:15 ones who know are just setting up 1:19:16 systems for you to buy into. You know 1:19:18 what I'm saying? 1:19:20 So you have to to get out of that. 1:19:24 Ironically, we have to stop [ __ ] 1:19:28 worrying about them and start worrying 1:19:32 and and not deal with hope. Start 1:19:33 dealing with invocation. Start dealing 1:19:36 with self-realization. 1:19:38 Start dealing with ways to find in your 1:19:40 own aha moments. See this has also been 1:19:43 given to us that we must move as a unit. 1:19:49 Well, what is moving as a unit? I 1:19:51 thought cows did that. I thought sheep 1:19:54 did that. Moved as a herd. So when black 1:19:58 people start saying we must do this, we 1:20:01 have to do that. We need to do that. 1:20:04 What you're really saying is we need to 1:20:07 move as a herd. 1:20:11 What they don't want you is to move as 1:20:13 an individual because then when you 1:20:16 synchronize your thoughts and 1:20:18 synchronize the frequency, you'll think 1:20:21 as one unit and that's what they don't 1:20:24 want. Not heard movement. We shall not 1:20:28 be moved. 1:20:32 That's that's that's what they want. 1:20:34 They want you to have that. 1:20:37 You know what I'm saying? Because once 1:20:39 you get that, then they can control you 1:20:41 through group management. 1:20:44 Through group management. You know what 1:20:45 I'm saying? If we can say the blacks are 1:20:48 this, see, they can't say that. I used 1:20:50 to do that. The blacks want this, the 1:20:52 blacks, the blacks, she's a black, the 1:20:54 black wants that. So now there's so many 1:20:57 complex attitudes towards it. You don't 1:21:00 really hear that as much. You know what 1:21:03 I'm saying? You'll hear minorities, 1:21:06 the minorities this and the minorities 1:21:08 that, which is not a true minority. 1:21:12 That's really just code word for for the 1:21:14 [ __ ] we trying to control. 1:21:19 So, like I said, all y'all just keep 1:21:21 coming back and forth, coming back and 1:21:23 forth just to get a new feeding 1:21:25 apparatus. 1:21:30 Sad [ __ ] 1:21:38 You kind of want to get up out of it. 1:21:39 You know what I'm saying? 1:21:42 You also want to bring your ass to uh 1:21:45 this lecture on November 9th. Let me get 1:21:49 you the information, [ __ ] 1:21:53 We shall not be moved. 1:21:59 So, I'mma be at 435 East East Trade 1:22:03 Street, T R A D. That's in Charlotte, 1:22:06 North Carolina. So, I'll be there soon 1:22:09 at the Hyatt Hotel, son. Synchronicities 1:22:13 and manifestations. 1:22:15 You heard me. You heard me. 1:22:20 Synchronicities and manifestations. The 1:22:22 Day of the Dead. November 9th, 35 to get 1:22:25 in, 35 for the webinar. Uh, for webinar 1:22:30 information, email visa visigmail.com 1:22:40 visimail.com 1:22:45 35 for the webinar 2 pm to 9, November 1:22:49 9th, Saturday, you know what I'm saying? 1:22:52 North Carolina, 1:22:54 Charlotte, 435 East Trade Street. Come 1:22:58 on down, [ __ ] Remember, go to my 1:23:00 website, oult lectures.com. 1:23:03 Sign up for classes, 1:23:05 uh, products, sign up, see, investigate 1:23:08 Cadia's class. You can get her website 1:23:11 through my site occult lectures.com or 1:23:14 you can go to her website zombie 1:23:17 readings.com 1:23:19 sme 1:23:22 a d i n gs.com. 1:23:26 You can sign up for her classes or get 1:23:28 her chakra tonic chakra baths. 1:23:32 But my suggestion is her class. You want 1:23:35 to do that because that'll probably be 1:23:38 your first step. 1:23:39 at starting to understand your emotions 1:23:43 and starting to reel them back in. You 1:23:46 know what I'm saying? What I teach is 1:23:47 how to deal with the mind. You know what 1:23:50 I'm saying? So, it's a joint effort 1:23:52 ultimately, but your mind, if your 1:23:56 emotional system is out of control, your 1:23:58 mind ain't going to do [ __ ] for you. 1:23:59 Everybody in jail 1:24:02 can explain to you with their mind why 1:24:05 they shouldn't be there. And then they 1:24:07 all start out. I let my emotions get the 1:24:10 best of me. So your emotions get the 1:24:12 best of you. That's dinner. That's 1:24:15 dinner for something. So it's very 1:24:16 important you to do that and to keep 1:24:18 your mind on point to push forward 1:24:21 >> about that son. Sorry son. 1:24:24 >> Your mind actually will push you 1:24:26 forward. You understand? In terms of 1:24:28 your consciousness. But if your emotions 1:24:31 aren't under control, they'll become 1:24:35 anchors. 1:24:36 So you don't want that. You know what 1:24:38 I'm saying? So like I said, Cadia 1:24:41 dedicated herself to creating a 1:24:44 curriculum that's on fire. You need to 1:24:47 deal with that class. You really do. 1:24:50 That will change your game. Um, look at 1:24:52 her testimonials. I I'd say so you can 1:24:56 see other people who's taken the class 1:24:58 or done her readings to see she's 1:25:00 actually the real deal. You know what 1:25:02 I'm saying? She's done uh she she's led. 1:25:05 She's going to do it on November 9th 1:25:07 through meditations, advanced chakra 1:25:10 meditations that work. 1:25:12 That work. And that's the key. You want 1:25:15 this [ __ ] to work. You want to And if 1:25:17 you could know and come to feel what I'm 1:25:20 feeling, what I know Bobby Hemmond was 1:25:23 feeling. You'll start to feel a certain 1:25:26 freedom, a certain power that comes on 1:25:28 when nothing's eating off of you. When 1:25:30 you're not emotionally led around by 1:25:32 your [ __ ] nose, it's a different 1:25:35 animal. That God [ __ ] that you talking 1:25:38 about, you start to feel it come online 1:25:40 for real. And it doesn't just, you know, 1:25:43 come in the ego. You know what I'm 1:25:44 saying? You think it's a ego thing, but 1:25:46 I promise you, I can talk a bunch of 1:25:48 [ __ ] but that's flexious. My ego is not 1:25:54 broadened based upon this knowledge. My 1:25:57 ego is more broadened about I guess how 1:25:59 Cada likes me. But this knowledge is you 1:26:03 you remain humble to it if it's truly 1:26:06 transforming you because there's nothing 1:26:08 to be excited about ego wise. There's 1:26:10 nothing to be bigger or better. The only 1:26:13 thing the difference between me and you 1:26:14 is I chose to study it and most people 1:26:17 haven't or haven't gone hard on that 1:26:19 level. But there's nothing I can't 1:26:21 figure out. There's nothing that I 1:26:23 figured out that you cannot. So it's the 1:26:25 so so my ego is is not big off of this. 1:26:29 You know what I'm saying? But my knowing 1:26:32 is 100%. What I'm telling you is what I 1:26:34 know. I'm not telling you what I think 1:26:36 or how I feel. Telling you what I know. 1:26:39 If you do and understand some of the 1:26:40 things I'm teaching you and trying to 1:26:42 trying to relate to you, it will take 1:26:45 you a very long way in a mentality that 1:26:48 people just can't seem to figure out. 1:26:50 They figure out all the words to say, 1:26:52 but ain't nothing really happening. And 1:26:54 I can see through that [ __ ] You can 1:26:56 act like you impressing me, but I see 1:26:58 through your peach cobbler. I like peach 1:27:00 cobbler asses. Easy. You understand what 1:27:03 I'm saying? If you don't like it, then 1:27:04 don't come around. If you don't like my 1:27:06 commentary on it, then don't come 1:27:08 around. Find someone else ass to kiss 1:27:12 because I don't need my ass kiss. Like I 1:27:14 said, my ego does not run that way. You 1:27:16 know what I'm saying? None of y'all 1:27:18 should want that. None of y'all should 1:27:19 want that for me. None of y'all should 1:27:22 even indulge in that [ __ ] for me. I 1:27:24 don't need you to say anything, but I 1:27:26 get it now. And I need you to get it 1:27:28 because you are doing the work. So, what 1:27:30 I really need you to do is to work for 1:27:31 self-realization. Let the hope go. Let 1:27:34 the black people and we shall overcome 1:27:37 go. Let we as a people need to do this 1:27:39 [ __ ] go. Let me let that I'm here to 1:27:42 help my people [ __ ] go. Help your 1:27:45 [ __ ] self. Help yourself understand 1:27:48 exactly what the [ __ ] happened to you. 1:27:50 You know what I'm saying? 1:27:53 She pull her pants down. I'm not asking 1:27:55 the next man to get the [ __ ] 1:27:58 You got to do what you need to do. What 1:28:00 you need to do is understand who and 1:28:01 what the [ __ ] your situation is. You 1:28:04 have just been told what your [ __ ] 1:28:06 situation is. At least in this context. 1:28:10 So, [ __ ] stop becoming a [ __ ] bowl 1:28:12 of [ __ ] grits 1:28:14 and get to work. Peace.